The Continental Monthly, Vol. III, No. V, May, 1863: Devoted to Literature and National PolicyVarious
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The Continental Monthly, Vol. III, No. V, May, 1863: Devoted to Literature and National Policy
Various
Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals; United States -- Politics and government -- 19th century -- Periodicals
I saw at once that the old spell was on her again, and, as I made it a
point to fall in with her humor on such occasions, I said:
'Well, what did you see there?'
'I saw an open piano, and books and music scattered around. There were a
great many flowers in the room. A bright fire was in the grate, and
Pompey--the house dog--was stretched on a rug before it. A large
easy-chair, covered with blue damask, stood near the fireplace. Henry
Ackermann was seated in it. Annie was kneeling before him. He talked to
her while he stroked her hair. I heard every word that he said.'
Here she paused. I was getting quite excited with her narrative, but I
spoke as calmly as I could:
'You have only fancied these things, Miriam. You are ill.'
'The _material_ part of my nature may be ill. I do not know. But the
_immaterial_ is sound and healthy. It sometimes leaves its grosser
companion, and makes discoveries for itself. This is not the first time
it has happened, as you well know. I have been particular in my
description, in order that I might convince you that I have actually
been there. You know that the description I have given is entirely
different from the appearance of Annie's room in former times. I have
never heard that she had newly furnished it. Write to her, and ask her
to describe her room to you, and you will find that I have seen all that
I have told you.'
Finding her so calm, and so willing to reason on what she had seen, I
ventured to ask:
'And what did Ackermann say to her?'
'Only a very little thing,' said she, with bitter emphasis. 'That he
loved her--and admired me; she stirred the depths of his heart--I
excited his intellect; she was his darling--I, his sphinx.'
'Are you sure it is not all a dream?'
'I have not closed my eyes to-day.'
I did not know what to say to her. I still thought what she had related
was but a delusion, but to her it was a reality, and I knew her outward
calmness was but the expression of intense excitement of mind. Thinking
I might divert her mind, I read to her a letter I had received but a few
minutes before. It was from my sister, who had just returned from
Europe, with her husband and children; and had taken a house in our
native village. She wished me to come to her at once. At any other time
Miriam would have manifested the greatest interest in this
communication. It had been a source of regret to her that I was
separated from this sister, who was the only near relative I had. Now
she sat, perfectly unmoved, gazing out into the sunshine as if it
bewildered her. I did not know whether she had heard a word I said. I
laid down the letter, and took up a book, glancing at her occasionally.
I continued reading for about two hours, while she sat there as if
turned to stone. Then she turned to me and said:
'Hester, would you not like to see your sister very much?'
'Very much.'
'Then let us return home at once.'
'I am very willing.'
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