The Continental Monthly, Vol. III, No. V, May, 1863: Devoted to Literature and National PolicyVarious
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The Continental Monthly, Vol. III, No. V, May, 1863: Devoted to Literature and National Policy
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Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals; United States -- Politics and government -- 19th century -- Periodicals
Suddenly Hiram's thoughts appeared to take a new direction. He stopped
short, and exclaimed aloud: 'What have I done? O God, have mercy on me.
God forgive me!'
When he reached his room he hastily struck a light and seized his Bible.
Turning the leaves rapidly in search of something, his eyes were at
length fastened on a verse, and he trembled from head to foot, and his
breath nearly failed him, while he read as follows:
_'But I say unto you, That whosoever is angry with his brother
without a cause, shall be in danger of the judgment: and whosoever
shall say to his brother, Raca, shall be in danger of the council:
but whosoever shall say, Thou fool, shall be in danger of hell
fire.'_
'The very word; oh, the very, very word!' he exclaimed. 'I have said
it--said that word--said 'fool,' and I am in danger of hell fire, if I
do belong to the church. Yes, hell fire--oh-oh--oh, hell fire. I wish
mother was here. I know what I will do. I will write a confession, and
send it to my brother to-morrow. I will abase myself before him. Yes, I
will. Oh, oh, hell fire! What _will_ become of me!' Hiram prayed, a good
portion of the night, for a remission of the awful sentence; the bare
possibility of its being carried out filled him with terror.
At last, overcome by weariness and exhaustion, he fell asleep.
He awoke early. He lay several minutes, revolving the last night's
scene. Presently his countenance brightened. He sprang from the bed, and
again turned to the dreaded text, but not with his previous alarm. On
the contrary, he was hopeful. He read the verse over carefully, and said
to him self: 'I am all right, after all. It means whosoever shall say
the word _to_ his brother. I did not make any reply to Frank, much as he
irritated me. I restrained my anger, and suffered humiliation before
him. I may have been too violent in giving utterance to these
expressions, but it is doubtful if I have even incurred _any_ penalty,
for I surely was not angry _without a cause_. God has heard my prayers,
and has relieved my mind in answer thereto. I shan't have to make a
confession either. Glad of that. How he would have triumphed over me!'
So Hiram went forth to his usual 'duties,' his complacency fully
restored, and his faith confirmed that he was one of the 'elect.'
CHAPTER V.
'Already she guessed who it was!'
And who _could_ he be--the intelligent, handsome, but, as it would seem,
over-bold young man, who had presumed to place himself so confidently in
her path and interrupt her walk till he had said his say, and then
disappear as abruptly as he came?
She guessed who.
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