Feminist fiction; Suffragists -- Fiction; Women -- Fiction
'I put on an old gown and a tawdry hat----' She turned suddenly to her
hostess. 'You'll never know how many things are hidden from a woman in
good clothes. The bold free look of a man at a woman he believes to be
destitute--you must _feel_ that look on you before you can understand--a
good half of history.'
Mrs. Heriot rose as her niece sat down on the footstool just below the
writing-table.
'Where did you go--dressed like that?' the girl asked.
'Down among the homeless women, on a wet night, looking for shelter.'
'Jean!' called Mrs. Heriot.
'No wonder you've been ill,' Lady John interposed hastily.
'And it's like _that_?' Jean spoke under her breath.
'No,' came the answer, in the same hushed tone.
'No?'
'It's so much worse I dare not tell about it, even if you weren't here I
couldn't.'
But Mrs. Heriot's anger was unappeased. 'You needn't suppose, darling,
that those wretched creatures feel it as we would.'
Miss Levering raised grave eyes. 'The girls who need shelter and work
aren't _all_ serving-maids.'
'We know,' said Mrs. Heriot, with an involuntary flash, 'that all the
women who make mistakes aren't.'
'That is why _every_ woman ought to take an interest in this,' said Miss
Levering, steadily; 'every girl, too.'
'Yes. Oh, yes!' Jean agreed.
'No.' Lady John was very decisive. 'This is a matter for us older----'
'Or for a person who has some special knowledge,' Mrs. Heriot amended,
with an air of sly challenge. '_We_ can't pretend to have access to such
sources of information as Miss Levering.'
'Yes, you can'--she met Mrs. Heriot's eye--'for I can give you access.
As you suggest, I have some personal knowledge about homeless girls.'
'Well, my dear'--with a manufactured cheerfulness Lady John turned it
aside--'it will all come in convenient.' She tapped the plan.
Miss Levering took no notice. 'It once happened to me to take offence at
an ugly thing that was going on under my father's roof. Oh, _years_ ago!
I was an impulsive girl. I turned my back on my father's house.'
'That was ill-advised.' Lady John glanced at her niece.
'So all my relations said'--Miss Levering, too, looked at Jean--'and I
couldn't explain.'
'Not to your mother?' the girl asked.
'My mother was dead. I went to London to a small hotel, and tried to
find employment. I wandered about all day and every day from agency to
agency. I was supposed to be educated. I'd been brought up partly in
Paris, I could play several instruments and sing little songs in four
different tongues.'
In the pause Jean asked, 'Did nobody want you to teach French or sing
the little songs?'
'The heads of schools thought me too young. There were people ready to
listen to my singing. But the terms, they were too hard. Soon my money
was gone. I began to pawn my trinkets. _They_ went.'
'And still no work?'
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