Feminist fiction; Suffragists -- Fiction; Women -- Fiction
'Why is she intriguing to get hold of a man that ten years ago she
flatly refused to see or hold any communication with?'
'Intriguing to get hold of? She hasn't mentioned you!'
'What! Then how, in the name of Heaven, do you know--she wants--what you
ask?'
'There can't be any doubt about that,' said the girl, firmly.
With all his tenderness for her, so little still did he understand what
she was going through, that he plainly thought all her pain had come of
knowing that this other page was in his life--he had no glimpse of the
girl's passionate need to think of that same long-turned-over page as
unmarred by the darker blot.
'You absurd, ridiculous child!' With immense relief he dropped into the
nearest chair. 'Then all this is just your own unaided invention. Well,
I could thank God!' He passed his handkerchief over his face.
'For what are you thanking God?'
He sat there obviously thinking out his plan of action.
'Suppose--I'm not going to risk it--but _suppose_----' He looked up, and
at the sight of Jean's face he rose with an expression strangely gentle.
The rather hard eyes were softened in a sudden mist. 'Whether _I_
deserve to suffer or not, it's quite certain _you_ don't. Don't cry,
dear one. It never was the real thing. I had to wait till I knew you
before I understood.'
Her own eyes were brimming as she lifted them in a passion of gratitude
to his face.
'Oh! is that true? Loving you has made things clear to me I didn't dream
of before. If I could think that because of me you were able to do
this----'
'You go back to that?' He seized her by the shoulders, and said
hoarsely, 'Look here! Do you seriously ask me to give up the girl I
love--to go and offer to marry a woman that even to think of----'
'You cared for her once!' she cried. 'You'll care about her again. She
is beautiful and brilliant--_every_thing. I've heard she could win any
man----'
He pushed the girl from him. 'She's bewitched you!' He was halfway to
the door.
'Geoffrey, Geoffrey, you aren't going away like that? This isn't _the
end_?'
The face he turned back upon her was dark and hesitating. 'I suppose if
she refused me, you'd----'
'She won't refuse you.'
'She did once.'
'She didn't refuse to marry you.'
As she passed him on the way to her sitting-room he caught her by the
arm.
'Stop!' he said, glancing about like one hunting desperately for a means
of gaining a few minutes. 'Lady John is waiting all this time at my
house for the car to go back with a message.'
'_That's_ not a matter of life and death!' she said, with all the
impatience of the young at that tyranny of little things which seems to
hold its unrelenting sway, though the battlements of righteousness are
rocking, and the tall towers of love are shaken to the nethermost
foundation-stones.
'No, it's not a matter of life and death,' Stonor said quietly. 'All the
same, I'll go down and give the order.'
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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