Feminist fiction; Suffragists -- Fiction; Women -- Fiction
However ludicrous the result may look in the last analysis, it is clear
that a faculty such as Stonor's for overrating the value of the
individual in the scheme of things, does seem more effectually than any
mere patent of nobility to confer upon a man the 'divine right' to
dictate to his fellows and to look down upon them. The thing is founded
on illusion, but it is founded as firm as many another figment that has
governed men and seen the generations come to heel and go crouching to
their graves.
But the shining superiority of the man seemed to be a little dimmed for
the woman sitting there. The old face and the new face, she saw them
both through a cloud of long-past memories and a mist of present tears.
'Well, have they primed you?' she said very low. 'Have you got your
lesson--by heart at last?'
He looked at her from immeasurable distance. 'I am not sure that I
understand you,' he said. He waited an instant, then, seeing no
explanation vouchsafed, 'However unpropitious your mood may be,' he went
on with a satirical edge in his tone, 'I shall discharge my errand.'
Still she waited.
Her silence seemed to irritate him. 'I have promised,' he said, with a
formality that smacked of insolence, 'to offer you what I believe is
called "amends."'
The quick change in the brooding look should have warned him.
'You have come to realize, then--after all these years--that you owed me
something?'
He checked himself on the brink of protest. 'I am not here to deny it.'
'Pay, then,' she said fiercely--'pay.'
A moment's dread flickered in his eye and then was gone. 'I have said
that, if you exact it, I will.'
'Ah! If I insist, you'll "make it all good"! Then, don't you know, you
must pay me in kind?'
He looked down upon her--a long, long way. 'What do you mean?'
'Give me back what you took from me--my old faith,' she said, with
shaking voice. 'Give me that.'
'Oh, if you mean to make phrases----' He half turned away, but the swift
words overtook him.
'Or, give me back mere kindness--or even tolerance! Oh, I don't mean
_your_ tolerance.' She was on her feet to meet his eyes as he faced her
again. 'Give me back the power to think fairly of my brothers--not as
mockers--thieves.'
'I have not mocked you. And I have asked you----'
'Something you knew I should refuse. Or'--her eyes blazed--'or did you
dare to be afraid I wouldn't?'
'Oh, I suppose'--he buttressed his good faith with bitterness--'I
suppose if we set our teeth we could----'
'I couldn't--not even if I set my teeth. And you wouldn't dream of
asking me if you thought there was the smallest chance.'
Ever so faintly he raised his heavy shoulders. 'I can do no more than
make you an offer of such reparation as is in my power. If you don't
accept it----' He turned away with an air of '_that's_ done.'
But her emotion had swept her out of her course. She found herself at
his side.
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