The Convict Ship, Volume 1 (of 3)Russell, William Clark
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The Convict Ship, Volume 1 (of 3)
Russell, William Clark
Convict ships -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
The news of Tom being in the ship so cheered up my heart that I could
have sung aloud amid that black silence. I kept my eyes shut that I
might not see the blackness, and tried to figure the interior of the
prison ship. What sort of quarters had the convicts? Should I ever
have a chance of viewing the ’tweendecks? I recollected that Will
had told me the prison--by which I understood the cell in which the
convicts would be confined for punishment--was just the other side of
the bulkhead or partition. I strained my ears, thinking I might catch a
sound of the felons talking. The fancy seized me to draw close to the
partition; I got out of the sail and felt along it, knowing that the
extremity would bring me to the bulkhead. Putting out my hands, I felt
the bulkhead, pressed my ear to the solid wooden wall and listened, but
heard nothing; nothing, that is, resembling a human voice. But I caught
a sort of scuffling sound, very dim and weak, as though of many feet
in motion; it was a wild, strange noise to listen to in that blackness.
I groped my way back to where the sail was loose, and lay down and
covered myself as before. I had thought to find the atmosphere
ice-like, yet I was not cold, being warmly clad, with plenty of
sail-cloth to cover me besides. I kept my eyes closed to lighten the
weight of the blackness upon the brain. My thoughts were with Tom, with
our visit to this ship in the docks, with my home in Stepney. It was
like taking a bruising load off my heart, to think of my sweetheart as
having left the grim and horrible hulk for good, as having turned his
back for ever upon the killing labour of the dockyard. It was as though
he had taken one long step toward freedom. I shuddered, and my soul was
sick with loathing when I thought of the hulk, of the four hundred or
five hundred wretches imprisoned throughout the long winter’s night in
her, of the squalid rows of houses and dismantled craft along shore, of
the mud and drizzle and the fogs upon the flat and reeking lands and
the bleak spirit of the streaming yellow Thames in all things, soaking
chill to the core of whatever the eye rested upon, giving a sterner
significance even to man’s deepest intent of degradation.
And then I wondered what would happen when I showed myself or was
discovered. What kind of work would they put me to? Would they force me
to reveal my sex? I hoped not; I prayed not: for the discovery might
lead to their finding out that I was a convict’s sweetheart, and they
would land me at the first port the ship touched at and ruin my scheme,
and separate me, perhaps eternally, from Tom.
I fell asleep. I could not name the hour. Time had no being in that
blackness. A noise awakened me. Instinct was alert even in my slumber,
for the instant I awoke I pulled the canvas over my head, leaving one
corner for my eye, and lay still as a corpse. The hatch was open and a
figure stood under it.
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