The Copy-Cat, and Other StoriesFreeman, Mary Eleanor Wilkins
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The Copy-Cat, and Other Stories
Freeman, Mary Eleanor Wilkins
New England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Short stories
Now and then as he walked Stebbins removed his new straw hat, wiped his
forehead with a stiff new handkerchief, looked with some concern at the
grime left upon it, then felt anxiously of his short crop of grizzled
hair. He would be glad when it grew only a little, for it was at present
a telltale to observant eyes. Also now and then he took from another
pocket a small mirror which he had just purchased, and scrutinized his
face. Every time he did so he rubbed his cheeks violently, then viewed
with satisfaction the hard glow which replaced the yellow prison pallor.
Every now and then, too, he remembered to throw his shoulders back, hold
his chin high, and swing out his right leg more freely. At such times
he almost swaggered, he became fairly insolent with his new sense of
freedom. He felt himself the equal if not the peer of all creation.
Whenever a carriage or a motor-car passed him on the country road he
assumed, with the skill of an actor, the air of a business man hastening
to an important engagement. However, always his mind was working over a
hard problem. He knew that his store of money was scanty, that it would
not last long even with the strictest economy; he had no friends; a
prison record is sure to leak out when a man seeks a job. He was facing
the problem of bare existence.
Although the day was so hot, it was late summer; soon would come the
frost and the winter. He wished to live to enjoy his freedom, and all he
had for assets was that freedom; which was paradoxical, for it did not
signify the ability to obtain work, which was the power of life.
Outside the stone wall of the prison he was now inclosed by a subtle,
intangible, yet infinitely more unyielding one--the prejudice of his
kind against the released prisoner. He was to all intents and purposes
a prisoner still, for all his spurts of swagger and the youthful leap
of his pulses, and while he did not admit that to himself, yet always,
since he had the hard sense of the land of his birth--New England--he
pondered that problem of existence. He felt instinctively that it
would be a useless proceeding for him to approach any human being for
employment. He knew that even the freedom, which he realized through all
his senses like an essential perfume, could not yet overpower the reek
of the prison. As he walked through the clogging dust he thought of one
after another whom he had known before he had gone out of the world of
free men and had bent his back under the hand of the law. There were, of
course, people in his little native village, people who had been friends
and neighbors, but there were none who had ever loved him sufficiently
for him to conquer his resolve to never ask aid of them. He had no
relatives except cousins more or less removed, and they would have
nothing to do with him.
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