The Cornhill Magazine, February, 1860 (Vol. I, No. 2)Various
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The Cornhill Magazine, February, 1860 (Vol. I, No. 2)
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England -- Periodicals; English literature -- Periodicals; Short stories, English -- Periodicals
“Let me see your eyes. Why do you wear spectacles? You never wore them
in Beak Street,” I say. You see I was very fond of the child. She had
wound herself around me in a thousand fond ways. Owing to a certain
Person’s conduct my heart may be a ruin--a Persepolis, sir--a perfect
Tadmor. But what then? May not a traveller rest under its shattered
columns? May not an Arab maid repose there till the morning dawns and
the caravan passes on? Yes, my heart is a Palmyra, and once a queen
inhabited me (O Zenobia! Zenobia! to think thou shouldst have been
led away captive by an O’D.!) Now, I am alone, alone in the solitary
wilderness. Nevertheless, if a stranger comes to me I have a spring for
his weary feet, I will give him the shelter of my shade. Rest thy cheek
awhile, young maiden, on my marble--then go thy ways, and leave me.
This I thought, or something to this effect, as in reply to my remark,
“Let me see your eyes,” Bessy took off her spectacles, and I took
them up and looked at her. Why didn’t I say to her, “My dear brave
Elizabeth! as I look in your face, I see you have had an awful deal of
suffering. Your eyes are inscrutably sad. We who are initiated, know
the members of our Community of Sorrow. We have both been wrecked in
different ships, and been cast on this shore. Let us go hand-in-hand,
and find a cave and a shelter somewhere together.” I say, why didn’t I
say this to her? She would have come, I feel sure she would. We would
have been semi-attached as it were. We would have locked up that room
in either heart where the skeleton was, and said nothing about it, and
pulled down the party-wall and taken our mild tea in the garden. I live
in Pump Court now. It would have been better than this dingy loneliness
and a snuffy laundress who bullies me. But for Bessy? Well--well,
perhaps better for her too.
I remember these thoughts rushing through my mind whilst I held
the spectacles. What a number of other things too? I remember two
canaries making a tremendous concert in their cage. I remember the
voices of the two children quarrelling on the lawn, the sound of the
carriage-wheels grinding over the gravel; and then of a little old
familiar cracked voice in my ear, with a “La, Mr. Batchelor! are _you_
here?” And a sly face looks up at me from under an old bonnet.
“It is mamma,” says Bessy.
“And I’m come to tea with Elizabeth and the dear children; and
while you are at dinner, dear Mr. Batchelor, thankful--thankful for
all mercies! And, dear me! here is Mrs. Bonnington, I do declare!
Dear madam, how well you look--not twenty, I declare! And dear Mr.
Bonnington! Oh, sir! let me--let me, I _must_ press your hand. What a
sermon last Sunday! All Putney was in tears!”
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