The Cornhill Magazine (Vol. I, No. 4, April 1860)Various
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The Cornhill Magazine (Vol. I, No. 4, April 1860)
Various
England -- Periodicals; English literature -- Periodicals; Short stories, English -- Periodicals
W. M. T.
Emma.
(A FRAGMENT OF A STORY BY THE LATE CHARLOTTE BRONTË.)
CHAPTER I.
We all seek an ideal in life. A pleasant fancy began to visit me in a
certain year, that perhaps the number of human beings is few who do not
find their quest at some era of life for some space more or less brief.
I had certainly not found mine in youth, though the strong belief I held
of its existence sufficed through all my brightest and freshest time to
keep me hopeful. I had not found it in maturity. I was become resigned
never to find it. I had lived certain dim years entirely tranquil and
unexpectant. And now I was not sure but something was hovering round my
hearth which pleased me wonderfully.
Look at it, reader. Come into my parlour and judge for yourself whether I
do right to care for this thing. First, you may scan me, if you please.
We shall go on better together after a satisfactory introduction and due
apprehension of identity. My name is Mrs. Chalfont. I am a widow. My
house is good, and my income such as need not check the impulse either
of charity or a moderate hospitality. I am not young, nor yet old. There
is no silver yet in my hair, but its yellow lustre is gone. In my face
wrinkles are yet to come, but I have almost forgotten the days when it
wore any bloom. I married when I was very young. I lived for fifteen
years a life which, whatever its trials, could not be called stagnant.
Then for five years I was alone, and, having no children, desolate.
Lately Fortune, by a somewhat curious turn of her wheel, placed in my way
an interest and a companion.
The neighbourhood where I live is pleasant enough, its scenery agreeable,
and its society civilized, though not numerous. About a mile from
my house there is a ladies’ school, established but lately—not more
than three years since. The conductresses of this school were of my
acquaintances; and though I cannot say that they occupied the very
highest place in my opinion—for they had brought back from some months’
residence abroad, for finishing purposes, a good deal that was fantastic,
affected, and pretentious—yet I awarded them some portion of that respect
which seems the fair due of all women who face life bravely, and try to
make their own way by their own efforts.
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