The Cornhill Magazine (Vol. I, No. 5, May 1860)Various
General
The Cornhill Magazine (Vol. I, No. 5, May 1860)
Various
England -- Periodicals; English literature -- Periodicals; Short stories, English -- Periodicals
to me.
The next day, in one of my rambles, I found myself near the cottage of
my old foster-mother, who was distantly related to us, and was a trusted
servant in the family at the time I was born. On the death of my mother,
which took place almost immediately after my birth, she took the entire
charge of me, and brought me up, though with difficulty; for she used
to tell me I should never be either folk or fairy. For some years she
had lived alone in a cottage, which lay at the bottom of a deep green
circular hollow, upon which one came with a sudden surprise in walking
over a heathy table-land. I was her frequent visitor. She was a tall,
thin, aged woman, with eager eyes, and well-defined, clear-cut features.
Her voice was harsh, but with an undertone of great tenderness. She was
scrupulously careful in her attire, which was rather above her station.
Altogether she had much the bearing of a gentlewoman. Her devotion to me
was quite motherly. Never having had any family of her own, although she
had been the wife of one of my father’s shepherds, the whole maternity of
her nature was expended upon me; but this without much show of affection,
compared with what would be expected in a more southern climate. She was
always my first resource in any perplexity, for I was sure of all the
help she could give me. And as she had much influence with my father, who
was rather severe in his notions, I had now and then occasion to beg her
interference in regard to some slight aberration or other from what he
considered the path of strict decorum. Nothing of the sort, however, led
to my visit on the present occasion.
I ran down the side of the basin and entered the little cottage. Nurse
was seated on a chair by the wall, with her usual knitting, a stocking,
in one hand; but her hands were motionless, and her eyes wide open and
fixed. I knew that the neighbours stood rather in awe of her, on the
ground that she had the second sight; but although she often told us
frightful enough stories, she never alluded to such a gift as being in
her possession. Now I concluded at once that she was _seeing_. I was
confirmed in this conclusion when, seeming to come to herself suddenly,
she covered her head with her plaid, and sobbed audibly, in spite of her
efforts to command herself. But I did not dare to ask her any questions,
nor did she attempt any excuse for her behaviour. After a few moments,
she unveiled herself, rose, and welcomed me with her usual kindness;
then got me some refreshment, and began to question me about matters at
home. After a pause, she said suddenly: “When are you going to get your
commission, Duncan, do you know?” I replied, that I had heard nothing
of it; that I did not think my father had influence or money enough to
procure me one, and that I feared I should have no such good chance of
distinguishing myself. She did not answer, but nodded her head three
times, slowly and with compressed lips, apparently as much as to say, “I
know better.”
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