The Cornhill Magazine (Vol. I, No. 5, May 1860)Various
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The Cornhill Magazine (Vol. I, No. 5, May 1860)
Various
England -- Periodicals; English literature -- Periodicals; Short stories, English -- Periodicals
“About a week after your birth, as near as I can guess, just in the
gloaming, I heard yet again the awful clank—only once. Nothing followed
till about midnight. Your mother slept, and you lay asleep beside her. I
sat by the bedside. A horror fell upon me suddenly, though I neither saw
nor heard anything. Your mother started from her sleep with a cry, which
sounded as if it came from far away, out of a dream, and did not belong
to this world. My blood curdled with fear. She sat up in bed, with wide
staring eyes, and half-open rigid lips, and, feeble as she was, thrust
her arms straight out before her with great force, her hands open and
lifted up, with the palms outwards. The whole action was of one violently
repelling another. She began to talk wildly as she had done before you
were born, but though I seemed to hear and understand it all at the time,
I could not recall a word of it afterwards. It was as if I had listened
to it when half-asleep. I attempted to soothe her, putting my arms round
her, but she seemed quite unconscious of my presence, and my arms seemed
powerless upon the fixed muscles of hers. Not that I tried to constrain
her, for I knew that a battle was going on of some kind or other, and
my interference might do awful mischief. All the time I was in a state
of indescribable cold and suffering; whether more bodily or mental I
could not tell. But at length I heard yet again the clank of the shoe. A
sudden peace seemed to fall upon my mind—or was it a warm, odorous wind
that filled the room? Your mother dropped her arms, and turned feebly
towards her baby. She saw that he slept a blessed sleep. She smiled like
a glorified spirit, and fell back exhausted on the pillow. I went to
the other side of the room to get a cordial, but when I returned to the
bedside, I saw at once that she was dead. Her face smiled still, with an
expression of the uttermost bliss.”
Nurse ceased, trembling as if overcome by the recollection; and I was too
much moved and awed to speak. At length, resuming the conversation, she
said: “You see it is no wonder, Duncan, my dear, if, after all this, I
should find, when I wanted to fix the date of your birth, that I could
not determine the day or the hour when it took place. All was confusion
in my poor brain. But it was strange that no one else could, any more
than I. One thing only I can tell you about it. As I carried you across
the room to lay you down, for I assisted at your birth, I happened to
look up to the window, and then saw what I did not forget, although I
did not think of it again till many days after,—that a bright star shone
within the half-circle of the thin crescent moon.”
“Oh, then,” said I, “it will be quite easy to determine the exact day and
the very hour when my birth took place.”
“See the good of book-learning,” replied she. “When you work it out, just
let me know, my dear, that I may remember it.”
“That I will.”
A silence of some moments followed. Margaret resumed:
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