The Cornhill Magazine (Vol. XLI, No. 241 new series, July 1916)Various
General
The Cornhill Magazine (Vol. XLI, No. 241 new series, July 1916)
Various
England -- Periodicals; English literature -- Periodicals; Short stories, English -- Periodicals
But what use was anything, if after all, as Radowitz vowed, she was in
love with Douglas Falloden? The antagonism between the men of Sorell’s
type—disinterested, pure-minded, poetic, and liable, often, in action
to the scrupulosity which destroys action; and the men of Falloden’s
type—strong, claimant, self-centred, arrogant, determined—is perennial.
Nor can a man of the one type ever understand the attraction for women of
the other.
Sorell sat on impatiently in the darkening garden, hoping always that
Connie would explain, would confess; for he was certain that she had
somehow schemed for this preposterous reconciliation—if it was a
reconciliation. She wanted, no doubt, to heal Falloden’s conscience, and
so to comfort her own. And she would sacrifice Otto, if need be, in the
process! He vowed to himself that he would prevent it, if he could.
Connie eyed him wistfully. Confidences seemed to be on her very lips, and
then stopped there. In the end she neither explained nor confessed. But
when he was gone she walked up and down the lawn under the evening sky,
her hands behind her—passionately dreaming.
She had never thought of any such plan as had actually sprung to light.
And she understood Sorell’s opposition.
All the same, her heart sang over it. When she had asked Radowitz and
Douglas to meet, each unbeknown to the other, when she had sent away the
kind old aunts and prepared it all, she had reckoned on powers of feeling
in Falloden, in which apparently only she and Aunt Marcia believed; and
she had counted on the mystical and religious fervour she had long since
discovered in Radowitz. That night—after Sir Arthur’s death—she had
looked trembling into the boy’s very soul, had perceived his wondering
sense of a special message to him, through what had happened, from a God
who suffered and forgives.
Yes, she had tried—to make peace.
And she guessed—the tears blinding her as she walked—at the true meaning
of Falloden’s sudden impulse, and Otto’s consent. Falloden’s was an
impulse of repentance; and Otto’s had been an impulse of pardon, in the
Christian sense. ‘If I am to die, I will die at peace with him.’ Was that
the thought—the tragic and touching thought, in the boy’s mind?
As to Falloden, could he do it?—could he rise to the height of what was
offered him? She prayed he might; she believed he could.
Her whole being was aflame. Douglas was no longer in love with her;
that was clear. What matter, if he made peace with his own soul? As for
her, she loved him with her whole heart, and meant to go on loving him,
whatever anyone might say. And that being so, she would of course never
marry.
Could she ever make Nora understand the situation? By letter, it was
certainly useless to try!
(_To be continued._)
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