The Cornhill Magazine (vol. XLI, no. 242 new series, August 1916)Various
General
The Cornhill Magazine (vol. XLI, no. 242 new series, August 1916)
Various
England -- Periodicals; English literature -- Periodicals; Short stories, English -- Periodicals
Connie sighed again, and Nora stole a look at the small pale face under
the sailor hat. It seemed to her that her cousin had somehow grown
beautiful in these months of absence. On her arrival in May, Connie’s
good looks had been a freakish and variable thing, which could be often
and easily disputed. She could always make a certain brilliant—or
bizarre—effect, by virtue of her mere slenderness and delicacy—combined
with the startling beauty of her eyes and hair. But the touch of sarcasm,
of a half-hostile remoteness, in her look and manner, were often enough
to belie the otherwise delightful impression of first youth, to suggest
something older and sharper than her twenty years had any right to be. It
meant that she had been brought up in a world of elder people, sharing
from her teens in its half amused, half sceptical judgments of men and
things. Nothing was to be seen of it in her roused moments of pleasure or
enthusiasm; at other times it jarred, as though one caught a glimpse of
autumn in the spring.
But since she and Nora had last met, something had happened. Some heat of
feeling or of sympathy had fused in her the elements of being; so that a
more human richness and warmth, a deeper and tenderer charm breathed from
her whole aspect. Nora, though so much the younger, had hitherto been the
comforter and sustainer of Connie; now for the first time, the tired girl
felt an impulse—firmly held back—to throw her arms round Connie’s neck,
and tell her own troubles.
She did not betray it however. There were so many things she wanted to
know. First—how was it that Connie had come back so soon? Nora understood
there were invitations—to the Tamworths’ and others. Mr. Sorell had
reported that the Langmoors wished to carry their niece with them on a
round of country-house visits in the autumn, and that Connie had firmly
stuck to it that she was due at Oxford for the beginning of term.
‘Why didn’t you go?’ said Nora, half scoffing—‘with all those frocks
wasting in the drawers!’
Connie retorted that as for parties, Oxford had seemed to her in the
summer term the most gay and giddy place she had ever been in, and that
she had always understood that in the October and Lent terms people dined
out every night.
‘But all the same—one can _think_ a little here,’ she said, slowly.
‘You didn’t care a bit about that when you first came!’ cried Nora. ‘You
despised us because we weren’t soldiers, or diplomats, or politicians.
You thought we were a little priggish provincial world where nothing
mattered. You were sorry for us because we had _only_ books and ideas!’
‘I wasn’t!’ said Connie, indignantly. ‘Only I didn’t think Oxford was
everything—and it isn’t! Nora!’—she looked round the Oxford street with
a sudden ardour, her eyes running over the groups of undergraduates
hurrying back to hall—‘do you think these English boys could ever—well,
_fight_—and _die_—for what you call ideas—for their country—as Otto
Radowitz could die for Poland?’
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