The Cornhill Magazine (vol. XLI, no. 244 new series, October 1916)Various
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The Cornhill Magazine (vol. XLI, no. 244 new series, October 1916)
Various
England -- Periodicals; English literature -- Periodicals; Short stories, English -- Periodicals
‘I offended Bateson, and he gave notice!’ Connie’s ‘Oh!’ was a sound of
consternation. Bateson had become a most efficient and comfortable valet,
and Otto depended greatly upon him.
‘It’s all right,’ said Falloden quickly. ‘I grovelled. I ate all the
humble-pie I could think of. It was, of course, impossible to let him go.
Otto can’t do without him. I seem somehow to have offended his dignity.’
‘They have so much!’ said Connie, laughing, but rather unsteadily.
‘One lives and learns.’ The tone of the words was serious—a little
anxious. Then the speaker took up his hat. ‘But I’m not good at managing
touchy people. Good night.’
Her hand passed into his. The little fingers were cold; he could not help
enclosing them in a warm, clinging grasp. The firelit room, the dark
street outside, and the footsteps of the passers-by—they all melted from
consciousness. They only saw and heard each other.
In another minute the outer door had closed behind him. Connie was left
still in the same attitude, one hand on the chair, her head drooping, her
heart in a dream.
Falloden ran through the streets, choosing the by-ways rather than the
thoroughfares. The air was frosty, the December sky clear and starlit,
above the blue or purple haze, pierced with lights, that filled the lower
air; through which the college fronts, the distant spires and domes
showed vaguely—as beautiful ‘suggestions’—‘notes’—from which all detail
had disappeared. He was soon on Folly Bridge, and hurrying up the hill
he pushed straight on over the brow to the Berkshire side, leaving the
cottage to his right. Fold after fold of dim wooded country fell away to
the south of the ridge; bare branching trees were all about him; a patch
of open common in front where bushes of winter-blossoming gorse defied
the dusk. It was the English winter at its loveliest—still, patient,
expectant—rich in beauties of its own that summer knows nothing of. But
Falloden was blind to it. His pulses were full of riot. She had been so
near to him, and yet so far away; so sweet, yet so defensive. His whole
nature cried out fiercely for her. ‘I want her!—_I want her!_ And I
believe she wants me. She’s not afraid of me now—she turns to me. What
keeps us apart? Nothing that ought to weigh for a moment against our
double happiness!’
He turned and walked stormily homewards. Then, as he saw the roof and
white walls of the cottage through the trees, his mood wavered—and fell.
There was a life there which he had injured—a life that now depended on
him. He knew that, more intimately than Connie knew it, often as he had
denied it to her. And he was more convinced than Otto himself—though
never by word or manner had he ever admitted it for a moment—that the
boy was doomed—not immediately, but after one of those pitiful struggles
which have their lulls and pauses, but tend all the same inevitably to
one end.
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