The Cornhill Magazine (vol. XLI, no. 244 new series, October 1916)Various
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The Cornhill Magazine (vol. XLI, no. 244 new series, October 1916)
Various
England -- Periodicals; English literature -- Periodicals; Short stories, English -- Periodicals
‘I tell you again,’ said Falloden, speaking with a strong simplicity
and sincerity that were all the time undoing the impression he honestly
desired to make—‘It’s a big risk for you—a temperament like mine—and you
ought to think it over seriously. And then’—he paused abruptly in front
of her, his hands in his pockets—‘Why should you—you’re so young!—start
life with any burden on you? Why should you? It’s preposterous! I must
look after Otto all his life.’
‘So must I!’ said Connie quickly. ‘That’s the same for both of us.’
‘No!—that’s nonsense. And then—you may forget it—but I can’t. I
repeat—I’m a pauper. I’ve lost Flood. I’ve lost everything that I could
once have given you. I’ve got about four thousand pounds left—just enough
to start me at the bar—when I’ve paid for the “Orpheus.” And I can’t take
a farthing from my mother or the other children. I should be just living
upon you. How do I know that I shall get on at the bar?’
Connie smiled; but her lips trembled.
‘Do think it over,’ he implored; and he walked away from her again, as
though to leave her free.
There was a silence. He turned—anxiously to look at her.
‘I seem’—said Connie, in a low voice that shook—‘to have kissed
somebody—for nothing.’
That was the last stroke. He came back to her, and knelt beside her,
murmuring inarticulate things. With a sigh of relief, Connie subsided
upon his shoulder, conscious through all her emotion of the dear
strangeness of the man’s coat against her cheek. But presently, she drew
herself away, and looked him in the eyes, while her own swam.
‘I love you’—she said deliberately—‘because—well, first because I love
you!—that’s the only good reason, isn’t it? and then, because you’re so
sorry. And I’m sorry too. We’ve both got to make up—we’re going to make
up all we _can_.’ Her sweet face darkened. ‘Oh Douglas, it’ll take the
two of us—and even then we can’t do it. But we’ll help each other.’
And stooping she kissed him gently, lingeringly, on the brow. It was a
kiss of consecration.
* * * * *
A few minutes more, and then, with the Eighth Prelude swaying and
dancing round them, they went hand in hand down the long approach to the
music-room.
The door was open, and they saw the persons inside. Otto and Sorell were
walking up and down smoking cigarettes. The boy was radiant, transformed.
All look of weakness had disappeared; he held himself erect; his shock
of red-gold hair blazed in the firelight, and his eyes laughed, as he
listened silently, playing with his cigarette. Sorell evidently was
thinking only of him; but he too wore a look of quiet pleasure.
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