The Cornhill Magazine (vol. XLI, no. 244 new series, October 1916)Various
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The Cornhill Magazine (vol. XLI, no. 244 new series, October 1916)
Various
England -- Periodicals; English literature -- Periodicals; Short stories, English -- Periodicals
‘The room was so hot,’ she said apologetically to the librarian, who had
wakened her and seemed more perturbed about her drowsiness than need be.
‘You are overworking,’ he answered, with a sharpness in his voice. ‘You
will have to give it up, or have a nervous breakdown.’
She forgot to wonder at the something like anger in his voice.
‘Oh, I couldn’t do that!’ she said, ‘so near the exam.! Afterwards, I
shall take a good rest. I shall read nothing but novels for a month.’
‘Not here,’ he said. ‘There are cobwebs here that get into people’s
brains. Look at Miss Brooke! You must go away into the country and not
touch a book. The Spring will be here soon. Although it is wet to-night
there is a west wind that brings the fields.’
‘I must get through my exam. first,’ she said. ‘Afterwards, I dare say it
will be best for me.’
‘You will break down before,’ he replied gloomily, and she was frightened.
There came a few fine, beautiful days, when she went out and wandered
in country lanes and by the sea. The librarian was taking a holiday at
this time and sometimes she encountered him, and they walked together and
returned to town together. The larks were singing by this time, and here
and there in the fields there was a daisy. There were authentic tidings
of spring blown down from the mountains and in from the fields and woods.
She had listened at last to the librarian—their intimacy had grown in
those country walks—and had consented to lay aside her work till the eve
of the studentship exam., because she felt that she was going to fail if
she stuck at it. But he could not know, she said to herself, the strain
it was upon her to keep away from her work in the reading-room. She had
been so happy there. There was something missing even in the fields and
by the sea.
A week passed, and one evening she dined alone, her mother and Bobby
having gone to a theatre. Her dinner was but a pretence. She remembered
that the ladies’ reading-room was open till nine o’clock. It tempted
her like a forbidden fruit. She could get in an hour’s work there while
they were at the theatre. Her heart began to beat hard as the thought
came to her of the walk through the wet streets, the lit windows of the
great house beyond the courtyard, the hall through which she would pass
so quickly, the stairs, the narrow corridor between the books. Then the
ladies’ reading-room, so good after the cheerless street, its fire, the
brown books with their flash of gilding, Miss Brooke sitting by the fire,
the portrait—it would flash a look of welcome as she came in, wondering
why she had stayed away so long.
She loved her work, and she had missed it. It was lucky Mr. Tyrrell was
out of town or he might have called, as he had called once or twice
lately, with a book or some other pretext for coming, and had hindered
her. The rest had done her good. It was so good to be getting back to
work, to be so keen.
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