The Cornhill Magazine (vol. XLI, no. 244 new series, October 1916)Various
General
The Cornhill Magazine (vol. XLI, no. 244 new series, October 1916)
Various
England -- Periodicals; English literature -- Periodicals; Short stories, English -- Periodicals
Her pulses beat in her ears as she hurried on her way. She arrived
at her destination. As she passed through the hall, she had an absurd
feeling that Archie Tyrrell—she knew his name was Archie by this
time—might meet her and turn her back. He had taken a masterful way with
her lately. If by any unforeseen chance he should have come back!
She glanced fearfully at the swing-door of the general reading-room. Then
she remembered. He was not on duty in the evenings, even if he had been
in town. Few readers came in the evenings. It was a concession to poor
students engaged in the daytime that kept the library and reading-room
open at night till nine o’clock. She hurried along the corridor, joy in
her blood and giving wings to her feet. Through the half-glass door she
saw that the room was dim beyond. There was only firelight in it. She was
glad. That meant she should find only Miss Brooke. The last day she had
been there a couple of girls had come in: had asked for Swinburne’s poems
and Rossetti’s, and had hovered over them like butterflies, dipping into
a page here, a page there, till they remembered an appointment and went
away. She had felt a sense of resentment against them as intruders into a
place which had become so strangely dear to her.
Miss Brooke was not there, though her chair stood in front of the fire as
usual. She must only just have left it, for the leather back was warm.
Oddly enough, now that she was come, Esther had no inclination to work.
She sat down in Miss Brooke’s chair. She leant back, looking up at the
portrait. It seemed to lean towards her, smiling at her. It was as though
the sun had come out.
Had she fallen asleep? She awoke with the strange sense of its being
night and every one in the world asleep. The fire had gone low, was
almost out. There was a little glimmer in the darkness, which she knew
somehow came from the street-lamps beyond the courtyard. Somewhere there
was a faint murmuring as of voices at a distance—in the rooms, not
out-of-doors.
She was suddenly frightened—of the old house and all its ghosts. She
remembered the Beloved. With him no woman need be afraid.
She turned to where the portrait hung for comfort; but she could see
nothing. She stood up, groping in the darkness.
Somewhere a clock struck two great strokes in the silence of the sleeping
town.
Where was Miss Brooke? She felt her way towards the wall of books, still
but half awake. They still burnt oil-lamps in the library: electric light
was not yet come into general use. She had no matches to strike a light.
The darkness was very baffling. The furniture seemed to get in her way as
though it were something animate that would keep her back.
At last she found the book-shelves. She groped along them for the door.
It was slightly ajar. There were the whispering voices not far away.
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