The Cornhill Magazine (vol. XLII, no. 250 new series, April 1917)Various
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The Cornhill Magazine (vol. XLII, no. 250 new series, April 1917)
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England -- Periodicals; English literature -- Periodicals; Short stories, English -- Periodicals
Macnair stood looking at her, his keen eyes clouded with tenderness. A
moment he seemed to hesitate, then deliberately, he laid his hand on
her shoulder. ‘Helen, don’t break your heart over it,’ he said. ‘We men
pull through these things: and Mark is made of sterner stuff, if I know
him, than to let a girl like Miss Alison smash him up for good. More
likely to do that by marrying him than by leaving him. There’s a crumb of
consolation for you!’
She raised her head now and smiled at him through tears that were not
allowed to fall.
‘If there is such a crumb anywhere, trust you to find it! What a blessing
you are to us, Keith!’ As his hand slipped from her shoulder she caught
and held it a minute. Then her thoughts went back to her son. ‘I
wonder—will he ever have eyes for Sheila again, after this?’
‘More likely after this than before. Sheila’s a born mother-woman, a
little Sister of Compassion. And we men are such fools, that we’re very
apt to overlook the beauty of that type till we’ve suffered a few hard
knocks from the other sort. The revulsion from that type, when it comes,
is curiously complete. But it takes time. As for our Sheila, whether she
would have him, after this, is another matter.’
Helen sighed. ‘I can’t forgive Maurice yet,’ she said. ‘I wonder if he’ll
enlist?’ And their talk slid back to the one all-absorbing subject—the
War.
* * * * *
As for Mark, he spent that interminable afternoon tramping endlessly,
aimlessly over the hills; hoping by the mechanical motion to deaden
thought and ease the pain within. Where all memory was intolerable, it
hurt him most to recall how cruelly she had tempted him by tone and
touch; as it were bribing him to be false to his own convictions. The
whole thing bewildered almost as much as it hurt him. There were moments
when he came near to hating her; proof, though he did not realise it,
that the love she evoked was strongly tinctured with baser metal.
And all the while Bobs, the incurably faithful, trotted to heel or
gambolled coquettishly under his master’s eyes without eliciting a word
or caress.
Hunger and lengthening shadows drew him back at last to the home he loved
yet now acutely desired to avoid. She had poisoned even that. Yet how his
heart ached for her! How the unregenerate blood in his veins craved the
touch of her lips and hands!
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