The Cornhill Magazine (vol. XLII, no. 250 new series, April 1917)Various
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The Cornhill Magazine (vol. XLII, no. 250 new series, April 1917)
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‘Yes, Mark,’ she said in an odd, contained voice, ‘I’ll do anything I can
for your sake. But in my heart—’ she suddenly looked up at him with her
clear honest eyes, ‘I can’t forgive her—_ever_!’
‘_You?_’ His surprise brought the blood to her cheeks. ‘But when it
happened you were so—understanding. It was you who took the edge off my
bitterness.’
‘Because then—I didn’t understand,’ Sheila explained with difficulty.
‘I thought she had really lost you through her own blindness; and—I was
sorry for her. But afterwards, one couldn’t help suspecting it was all
... that perhaps she was simply ... putting on the screw.’
‘She admitted as much,’ he said, looking away across the rose garden.
‘Mark! How _could_ she?’ Her low tone vibrated like a smitten harp-string.
‘That’s the mystery to a masculine brain. It hurt—considerably. But it
seems women do these things.’
Sheila checked a natural impulse to repudiate the sweeping assertion. She
saw him deliberately erecting a screen for Bel, at the expense of others;
but she had already been candid enough, and she would not permit herself
to insinuate disparagement.
Her enigmatical silence urged Mark to add: ‘Bel’s had her share of
unhappiness, anyhow. She didn’t enjoy those three days much more than I
did and she’s lost more than a week down here. So just be good to her,
you deceptive little bit of adamant—and I’ll bless you from my heart.’
‘That’s bribery!’ Sheila said laughing, and straightening her shoulders.
‘I don’t take payment for my services. But it’s time to go and dress for
dinner!’
As they strolled back to the house she caught herself reflecting quite
philosophically on the impunity with which the Bels of this world may
steal horses, while their less privileged sisters dare not cast a glance
over the hedge.
But in spite of her excuse about dressing for dinner, she seemed in no
such hurry after all. A sudden longing came over her to see the studio,
to sit alone for a few minutes in that shrine of blessed memories: and,
having seen Mark safely vanish into his bedroom, she made bold to venture
in.
Sinking into Lady Forsyth’s armchair, she let the crowding memories sweep
through her brain, while her eyes ranged from picture to picture, from
statue to statue, as it were learning them by heart, because in future
the right of entry she so prized would belong to another. For her, Mark
and his art were one and indivisible; and, by an unerring instinct, she
dreaded the effect of Bel’s demoralising influence on both.
Dearly she loved the virile figure of Triumph; more dearly still, the
Viking. Him, she saw and felt as Mark had hoped that Bel might see and
feel him. She had been at Wynchcombe Friars during those wonderful days
when he came to life under Mark’s hands; and in her private heart she saw
him as the symbol of his creator’s unquenchable spirit.
In all these children of his hand and brain, she found the quintessence
of the man, and it was her instinct to seek the essence of things.
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