The Cornhill Magazine (vol. XLII, no. 250 new series, April 1917)Various
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The Cornhill Magazine (vol. XLII, no. 250 new series, April 1917)
Various
England -- Periodicals; English literature -- Periodicals; Short stories, English -- Periodicals
Next morning early, Mark drove Maurice to the main line station,
despatched him with a final volley of chaff, and proceeded patiently to
tramp the lane outside till the down train should bring him the desire of
his eyes. From the station-master he learnt that ‘she’ might be anything
from twenty minutes to two hours late. Yesterday five specials had run
through, packed with horses and men, and there would be more to-night.
‘Jolly for they Germans, sir!’ he added with a jovial wink. ‘They _do_
say now that the British Army will be keeping Christmas in Berlin!’
‘And on the other side they say the Kaiser will keep it in London,’ Mark
answered him. ‘Best leave fairy tales to the Germans. It’s their line!’
And he retired to commune with his own heart in the lane.
The train gave him ample time to lose patience and recapture it; and the
longer he waited, the brighter grew the halo round Bel’s golden head.
Idealist as he was, in art and life, he could not choose but idealise the
woman he loved: if, indeed, he were not rather in love with a phantom of
his own brain, who wore the appearance and spoke with the voice of Bel.
During the last ten days, while his conscious mind had been absorbed in
things practical, the subconscious, unoccupied artist in him had been
sedulously gilding her halo; and as for that bewildering jar in Scotland,
he had so completely credited her with his own sensitiveness on the
subject, that his one wish was to make her forget it had ever been. He
had shrank even from asking her to speak of it to his mother; and had
made the request in his last letter, rather than spring an unpleasantness
on her by way of greeting.
And now—all he craved was herself. Her letters were not the same thing
at all. Clever, affectionate and often amusing, they seemed just to
miss something that, for him, was the secret of her charm. In them
the slightly studied effect of her whole attitude to life seemed more
definitely artificial; and after reading them, a troubled uncertainty was
apt to pervade his mind. But sight and touch of her would cure all such
lover’s folly⸺
Ah—the whistle at last!
He reached the platform as the train drew up, and there emerged from
a distant carriage the tall, unmistakable figure in a bluish coat and
skirt and close-fitting hat. About midway down the platform they met and
clasped hands. She coloured a little when their eyes met; but they merely
talked of luggage and the lateness of the train.
It is a common experience, that first, faint shock of actual meeting
after keen anticipation; and in these two it waked the undersense that,
although they had taken the most hazardous step in life, they were still
comparative strangers. In some vague way they seemed to have lost touch;
to have become suddenly shy of each other—the man more so than the girl.
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