The Cornhill Magazine (vol. XLII, no. 251 new series, May 1917)Various
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The Cornhill Magazine (vol. XLII, no. 251 new series, May 1917)
Various
England -- Periodicals; English literature -- Periodicals; Short stories, English -- Periodicals
The lack of trained stretcher-bearers was a serious difficulty till St.
John Ambulance Association came to the rescue. Porters, willing but
unskilful, did what they could. Keith himself, and others like him,
helped to carry scores of men. From early morning till near midnight the
cars of rescue ran to and fro; but in spite of every effort there were
unavoidable delays. Men died there on the stretchers, or in draughty
cars, while red-tape regulations kept them waiting outside hospitals and
ships. And that cruel strip of _pavé_ remained unsmoothed, though Keith
had pressed the point with unauthorised persistence. And Helen cursed—so
far as her ladyhood permitted—every time they crossed it with patients in
the last extremity.
The unceasing rush of work left small leisure for nightmares, or even
for anxiety; but the strain and pain of it were taxing her nerves to
breaking-point. Always, as they drew near the familiar crowded station,
there sprang the inevitable question: ‘Will it be Mark this time?’ But,
though the passing days brought many from his regiment, Mark was not
found among them.
As for Sheila, her sensitive spirit felt the test more acutely than
either of the elders, who kept watchful eyes on her, were allowed to
suspect. Only by clinging desperately to her childhood’s code of courage
could she save herself, at times, from the ignominy of collapse. It was
sustaining, too, to feel that Keith trusted her, that Helen relied on
her; and Mark’s occasional letters—full of a brotherly tenderness that
showed little in his speech—made it seem possible to win through anything
without flinching visibly. The fact that she could face this inferno
of pain and death and mental anguish without a sense of bitterness or
rebellion was more of an asset than she knew. It was, in fact, the
keystone of her character, the secret of her spiritual poise. For to
accept, actively to accept, spells capacity to transcend; but that she
had still to discover.
They had little time, any of them, for abstract or personal thought. The
war, and its pressing demands on them, constituted their life. Keith
had secured a small private sitting-room, where they could enjoy an
occasional evening of quiet and rest. But as work was seldom over till
near eleven, such oases were rare indeed. At times their heads felt
stunned with the eternal rattling to and fro, their hearts numbed by
contact with the awful harvest of a modern battlefield. But on the whole
they loved their work, and would not have been otherwhere for a kingdom.
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