The Cottage of Delight: A NovelHarben, Will N. (Will Nathaniel)
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The Cottage of Delight: A Novel
Harben, Will N. (Will Nathaniel)
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Ten eventful years of toil and struggle for John Trott went by. True to
the prophecy of Cavanaugh and other practical men, he succeeded. Step by
step he rose till, on the death of Mr. Pilcher, he became an equal
partner with Reed in the business. He and Dora still lived with the
McGwires in the old house, which was now kept for roomers only. John
could have well afforded to give Dora a more expensive home, but both he
and she had become inseparably attached to these first friends of theirs
in New York.
Dora, a tall, slender girl of nineteen, while not exactly pretty, was
quite attractive. John had sent her to a select school for young ladies,
and the polish and education she had received had not spoiled her. She
was not ashamed of the fact that she and John had once been what they
were. In fact, the McGwires knew all the circumstances connected with
their clandestine flight from the South, and guarded well their secret.
Not once, even indirectly, had either John or Dora heard from their
former home. Dora had almost entirely forgotten it, and, while John
could not possibly do so, it had become like a dream of blended joy and
pain which he persistently put aside. But at times a grim certitude
fixed itself on him, that, having once loved, he could never love again.
He never met a marriageable woman, no matter how attractive or willing
she might be to receive his attentions, without feeling the presence of
a certain barrier of contrast to an ideal embedded in his tragic past.
There was a vast store of love and tenderness in him, and this he poured
out on his foster-sister. He was a natural man and yielded to sensual
temptations, but always with the after-result of feeling vaguely soiled
and lowered, and was in continual strife with his passions. To-day they
were conquered, to-morrow they held temporary sway. And there was a
rebuke, always a rebuke which no reasoning could set aside--a rebuke
rising out of the mystic sanctity of the short union between him and his
bride. "Tilly!" The very name crept upon him unawares as from the
exquisite mental pictures he was always trying to suppress. "Tilly!" He
caught himself applying it to Dora, a slip of the tongue, which, better
than anything else, revealed to him the psychic bonds between him and a
personality lost to him forever. Once Dora asked him if he thought, by
any chance, that Tilly might have died. He started, reflected for a
moment, and then answered in a way that was a surprise even to himself.
"No, she's living," he said. "If she were dead I'd feel it."
"That is no criterion to go by," answered Dora, who had become quite
religious and was now a member of the Methodist Church. "Do you know
what Harold would say about that?"
"Harold might say a lot of absurd things about it"--John smiled
indulgently--"but he is no criterion, either."
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