With an insight which she felt to be terrifying, the Colossus was able
to read her thought. To him the human mind was an open page. Looking
deep into those honest eyes he smiled at the naked terror that he saw
there. With a softness more than feline he began to stroke the delicate
fabric of crêpe de chine that so inefficiently covered her. “If I ask
you to put your arms about my neck and kiss me, what will you do?” Not
by the lips was that speech uttered, but by eyes that glowed and burned
like those which glow and burn in jungle grass.
She tried again to get away. But with the flick of a paw he cast her
back to her cushions and held her. “One can never understand,” he
purred with an odd gentleness whose effect upon her was as wine and
music, “why a creature of your intelligence, and particularly a woman,
should ever truly believe that Right must triumph and Wrong must fail.”
“One does believe it, all the same.”
His laugh drove the blood from her heart. “And that is so amazing!
Look at this horrible world we live in for our sins, and tell me quite
honestly if there is any evidence at all of a power more benign than an
impersonal, blind, animal force? The wind blows, the clouds rain, the
stars shine. Some of us who are geared high smoke big cigars and own
newspapers; some of us, geared not so high, are women broken in body
and soul, whose daughters are on the streets and whose sons have been
condemned by the State to the battue. So much, my dear girl, for this
God of yours! On this little planet, you can’t tell me, He is making
any headway at all.”
She felt as if he had hit her in the face. “I do believe,” she gasped.
“And--and--no matter what happens”--his grip was on her shrinking
knees--“to me--or to mine--I shall go on believing.”
“And I shall go on disbelieving.” He chuckled softly. “All the same, I
like your pluck!” The father was speaking again to a favorite daughter.
Helen shivered at the intolerable memories wrought by that tone. “How
well you fight with your back to the wall.” He raised her hand in his
and pressed his lips upon it lightly. “I respect your courage.” Voice
and smile grew even more paternal. “And between ourselves, that is the
only thing in the life one knows that one does respect. Courage. That
alone is sacred. Courage. No matter when, no matter where one meets
that, one pays homage.”
Smiling at his thoughts, he got up from the sofa on which they sat. As
he stood before her in the arrogance of his mental and physical power,
she could not kill a sense, try to stifle it as she would, that here
perhaps was the noblest thing on which her eyes had looked.
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