The counterfeiters : $b (Les faux-monnayeurs)Gide, André
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The counterfeiters : $b (Les faux-monnayeurs)
Gide, André
Counterfeiters -- Fiction; French fiction -- Translations into English
Under the date and in quotation marks, I first of all saw the Scripture
text: “He who is faithful in small things will be faithful also in
great.” Then followed: “Why do I always put off till to-morrow my
resolution to stop smoking? If only not to grieve Mélanie” (the
pastor’s wife). “Oh, Lord! give me strength to shake off the yoke of
this shameful slavery.” (I quote it, I think exactly.) Then came notes
of struggles, beseeching, prayers, efforts--which were evidently all
in vain, as they were repeated day after day. Then I turned another
page and there was no more mention of the subject.
“Rather touching, isn’t it?” asked Sarah with the faintest touch of
irony, when I had done reading.
“It’s much odder than you think,” I couldn’t help saying, though I
reproached myself for it. “Just think, I asked your father only ten
days ago if he had ever tried to give up smoking. I thought I was
smoking a good deal too much myself and.... Anyway, do you know what
he answered? First of all he said that the evil effects of tobacco
were very much exaggerated, and that as far as he was concerned he had
never felt any; and as I insisted: ‘Yes,’ said he, at last. ‘I have
made up my mind once or twice to give it up for a time.’ ‘And did you
succeed?’ ‘Naturally,’ he answered, as if it followed as a matter of
course--‘since I made up my mind to.’--It’s extraordinary! Perhaps,
after all, he didn’t remember,” I added, not wishing to let Sarah see
the depths of hypocrisy I suspected.
“Or perhaps,” rejoined Sarah, “it proves that ‘smoking’ stood for
something else.”
Was it really Sarah who spoke in this way? I was struck dumb. I looked
at her, hardly daring to understand.... At that moment Olivier came out
of the room. He had combed his hair, arranged his collar and seemed
calmer.
“Suppose we go,” he said, paying no attention to Sarah, “it’s late.”
“I am afraid you may mistake me,” he said, as soon as we were in the
street. “You might think that I’m in love with Sarah. But I’m not....
Oh! I don’t detest her ... only I don’t love her.”
I had taken his arm and pressed it without speaking.
“You mustn’t judge Armand either from what he said to-day,” he went on.
“It’s a kind of part he acts ... in spite of himself. In reality he’s
not in the least like that.... I can’t explain. He has a kind of desire
to spoil everything he most cares for. He hasn’t been like that long.
I think he’s very unhappy and that he jokes in order to hide it. He’s
very proud. His parents don’t understand him at all. They wanted to
make a pastor of him.”
Memo.--Motto for a chapter of _The Counterfeiters_:
“_La famille ... cette cellule sociale._”
PAUL BOURGET (_passim_).
Title of the chapter: THE CELLULAR SYSTEM.
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