"I can't do it, Mr. Elden; I can't do it," said Merton, and there was
moisture on his cheeks. "That would be charity--and I can't take it.
But I'm much obliged. It shows you're square, Mr. Elden, and I hold no
illwill to _you_."
"Well, can I help you in some way you _will_ accept? I'm afraid--I
don't mean to be unkind, but we may as well be frank--I'm afraid you
won't need help very long."
Merton answered as one who has made up his mind to the inevitable, and
Dave thought better of him. This little wreck of a man--this child in
business matters--could look death in the face without a quiver.
"Not so long," he said. "I felt ever so much better when I came here
first; I thought I was really going to be well again. But when I found
what a mistake I had made I began to worry, not for myself, you know,
but the boy, and worry is just what my trouble lives on. I have been
working a little, and boarding out, and the boy is going to school.
But I can't do heavy work, and work of any kind is hard to get. I find
I can't keep going that way."
Merton looked with dreamy eyes through the office window, while Dave
was turning over the hopelessness of his position, and inwardly cursing
a system which made such conditions possible. Society protects the
physically weak from the physically strong; the physical highwayman
usually gets his deserts; but the mental highwayman preys upon the weak
and the inexperienced and the unorganized, and Society votes him a good
citizen and a success.
"I had a plan," Merton continued, half-apologetically, as though his
plan did him little credit; "I had a plan, but it can't be worked out.
I have been trying to raise a little money on my lots, but the mortgage
people just look at me."
"What is your plan?" said Dave, kindly. "Any plan, no matter how bad,
is always better than no plan."
"I thought," said Merton, timidly,--"I thought if I could build a
little shack on the lots I could live there with the boy and we could
raise a very fine garden. The soil is very fertile, and at least we
should not starve. And the gardening would be good for me, and I could
perhaps keep some chickens, and work out at odd jobs as well. But it
takes money to build even a very small shack."
"How much money?" demanded Dave.
"If I had a hundred dollars----"
"Bring your title to me to-morrow; to me, personally, you understand.
I'll advance you five hundred dollars."
Merton sprang up, and there was more enthusiasm in his eyes than had
seemed possible "You will? But I don't need that much----"
"Then use the surplus to live on."
So the Merton affair was straightened away in a manner which left Dave
more at peace with his conscience. But another event, much more
dramatic and far-reaching in its effects upon his life, was already
ripe for the enacting.
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