Later he walked up the canyon. He must have walked swiftly, for the
sun was not yet at the meridian when he found himself at the little
nook in the rock where he and Irene had sat that afternoon when they
had first laid their hearts open to each other. He tried to recall
that long-forgotten conversation, lacerating himself with the pain of
its tenderness. Suddenly one remark stood up in his memory. "The day
is coming," she had said, "when our country will want men who can shoot
and ride." And he had said, "Well, when it does, it can call on me."
And to-day the country did want men who could shoot and ride, and he
had flown into the foothills to nurse a broken heart. . . . Broken
hearts can fight as well as whole ones. Better, perhaps, because they
don't care. He felt his frame straighten as this thought sank home.
He could be of some use yet. At any rate, there was a way out.
Some whim led him through the grove of spruce trees on his way back to
the ranch. Here, in an open space, he looked about, kicking in the dry
grass. At length his toe disturbed a few bleached bones, and he stood
and looked with unseeing eyes far across the shimmering valley.
"Brownie," he said at length. "Brownie." The whole scene came back
upon him; the moonlight, and Irene's distress, and the little bleeding
body. And he had said he didn't know anything about the justice of
God; all he knew was the crittur that couldn't run was the one that got
caught. . . . And he had said that was life. . . . He had said it was
only nature.
And then they had stood among the trees and beneath the white moon and
pledged their faith. . . .
Again his head went up, and the old light flashed in his eyes. "The
first thing is to kill the wolf," he said aloud. "No other innocent
shall fall to his fangs. Then--my country."
Darkness had again fallen before Dave found his car threading the
streets of the city, still feverish with its new-born excitement of
war. He returned his car to the garage; an attendant looked up
curiously,--it was evident from his glance that Dave had already been
missed--but no words were exchanged. He stood for a moment in the
street collecting his thoughts and rehearsing his resolves. He was
amazed to find that, even in his bitterness, the city reached a
thousand hands to him--hands of habit, and association, and custom of
mind--all urging him back into the old groove; all saying, "The routine
is the thing; be a spoke in the wheel; go 'round with the rest of us."
"No," he reminded himself. "No, I can't do that. I have business on
hand. First--to kill the wolf."
He remembered that he had given his revolver to Irene. And suddenly
she sat with him again at the tea table. . . . Where was he? Yes, he
had given his revolver to Irene. Well, there was another in his rooms.
First to kill the wolf.
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