"Follow him! I shall follow him, and make him understand. If he must
go into battle--with all that that means--he must go in knowing the
truth. You have been very kind, Miss Duncan. You have gone out of
your way to do me a great service, and you have shown more kindness
than I have any right to claim from a stranger. . . . I feel, too, the
call for vengeance," she exclaimed, springing to her feet, "but first I
must find Dave. I shall follow him at once. I shall readily locate
him in some way through the military service. Everything is organized;
they will be able to find his name."
She accompanied her visitor to the door. They shook hands and looked
for a moment in each other's eyes. And then Edith burst away and
hurried down the street.
Irene had searched London for two weeks. The confidence of her earlier
inquiries had diminished with each successive blind trail, which,
promising results at first, led her into a maze of confusion and
disappointment. The organization of the military service commanded
less enthusiasm than she had felt a month before. She saw it
struggling with the apparently impossible; it was as though she, in her
little studio, had been suddenly called upon to paint all the portraits
in the world . . . In some degree she understood the difficulties. In
equal degree she sympathized with those who were striving to overcome
them and she hung on from day to day in her search with a dogged
determination which set its teeth against admitting that the search was
hopeless. Her little store of money was fast dwindling away; she
looked into the face of every man in uniform with a pathetic
earnestness that more than once caused her to be misunderstood.
At last one great fear had settled on her heart. It came upon her
first suddenly on shipboard; she had resolutely thrown it out of her
mind; but it had been knocking ever since for admittance, and more than
once she had almost let it in. Suppose Dave should not enlist under
his right name? In such a case her chance of finding him was the mere
freak of accidental meeting; a chance not to be banked upon in a
country already swarming with its citizen soldiery. . . . And yet
there was nothing to do but keep on.
She had sought a park bench where groups of soldiers were continually
moving by. The lights shone on their faces, and her own tired eyes
followed them incessantly. Always her ear was alert for a voice that
should set her heart a-pounding, and more than once she had thought she
heard that, voice; more than a score of times she had thought she had
seen that figure with its stride of self-reliance, with strength
bulging in every muscle. And always it had been to learn that she had
been mistaken; always it had been to feel the heart sink just a little
lower than before. And still she kept on. There was nothing to do but
keep on.
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