And again he stood, and she knew that he was turning over in his mind
things weightier than life and death, and that when he spoke again his
course would be set. Then, in the partial shadow, she saw his arms
slowly extend; they rose, wide and strong, and extended toward her.
There was a quick step, and they met about her, and the world swooned
and went by. . . .
"I can explain everything," she said, when she could talk.
"You need explain nothing," he returned. "I have lived the torments of
the damned. Edith Duncan was right; she said if it were real love it
would never give up. 'Endureth all things,' she said. 'All things,'
she said. . . . There is no limit."
She caressed his cheeks with her fingers, and knew by the touch that
they were brown again as they had been in those great days of the
foothills. "But I must tell you, dear," she said, "so that you may
understand." And then she patched together the story, from what she
knew, and from what Edith Duncan had told her, and Dave filled in what
neither had known, including the incident earlier on that fateful
evening. She could see his jaws harden as they pieced the plot
together, and she knew what he was thinking.
"Your country needs you more," she whispered. "It is better that way.
And what a man you are in uniform! I think I see you smashing heads
instead of bottles. Six out of six, Dave! It's awful, but you must do
it. Already we know what has happened in Belgium. You will forget
your own wrongs in the greater wrongs of others. . . . And I shall
join the service as a nurse. My father was a doctor, and I can soon
pick it up."
She chatted on, but he had become suddenly grave. "I don't think that
is your course, Irene," he said. "This is going to be a bigger job
than it looked. The Government will get soldiers and nurses; the
popular imagination turns to such things. But it will be neither
soldiers nor nurses that will win the war. I feel sure of that now.
It has come to me, perhaps as a kind of presentiment, but I feel
absolutely sure. The determining factor will be food. The world's
margin is narrow enough in normal times, and now we are plunged into
the abnormal. Millions of men will be taken from production and turned
to purposes of destruction. They will be taken from offices, where
they need little food, and put in the trenches, where they need much
food. Countries will be devastated; armies will retreat, destroying
all food as they go. Ships will go down with cargoes of wheat;
incendiary fires will swallow warehouses of food. I do not regret my
decision, I believe my place is in the trenches; but those less fit for
the fight than I must, in some form or other, produce food. That
includes the women; it includes you."
"Me? But what can I do?"
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