The Coward: A Novel of Society and the Field in 1863Morford, Henry
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The Coward: A Novel of Society and the Field in 1863
Morford, Henry
United States -- History -- Civil War, 1861-1865 -- Fiction
"Just as sure as I was in the other case. The deed is the most black and
damning that I have ever known; and if I had before been an infidel I
should be converted by the knowledge that such an incarnate scoundrel must
roast in torment!"
"And what am I to do?" asked the girl, with that helpless and irresolute
air which is so pitiable.
"Heaven help us both! I do not know!" was the reply, with the proud head
drooping lower on the breast than it should ever have been bowed by any
feeling except devotion.
"I cannot remain here after this!" she said. "Can you not take me away--do
something for me? Does the--do the same obstacles stand in your way that
stood there two years ago?"
"No--not the same, but worse!" answered the lawyer, bitterly. "Oh, there
never was a child so helpless as I am at this moment. I have wealth, but I
cannot use it for your benefit without exposing you to final and complete
ruin in public opinion. And for myself--poor Eleanor, I pity you, God
knows I do, but I pity myself still worse. I came to tell you that I am
going away this very day,--that I shall not again set foot within my
father's house--perhaps never again while I live,--that my spirit is
crushed and my heart broken."
"What has happened? tell me! The old trouble, Carlton?" asked the young
girl, in a tone of true commiseration.
"Yes, the old trouble, and worse!" was the reply, followed by a rapid
relation of the events of the morning, and concluding with these hopeless
words: "An hour since, I parted with the woman I loved and hoped to make my
own. To-morrow my name may be a scoff and a by-word in the mouth of every
man who knows me. I cannot and will not meet this shame, which is not
hidden like your own, but will be blown abroad by the breath of thousands
of personal acquaintances, and perhaps made the subject of jest in the
public newspapers. Think how those who have hated and perhaps feared
me--criminals whom I have brought to justice and thieves whom I have foiled
in their plunderings,--will gloat over the knowledge that I can trouble
them no more--that I have fallen lower, in the public eye, than they have
ever been! I am going away, where no man who has ever looked upon my face
and known it, can look upon it again!"
The tone in which Carlton Brand spoke was one of utter despondency and
abandonment. There was nothing of the sharp, vigorous ring of that speech
which contains and declares a purpose: the words fell stolid and lifeless
as hung the head and drooped the arms of the utterer in her presence with
whom he held a sad community of disgrace.
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