The Coward: A Novel of Society and the Field in 1863Morford, Henry
History
The Coward: A Novel of Society and the Field in 1863
Morford, Henry
United States -- History -- Civil War, 1861-1865 -- Fiction
Twice a year, as the pension day came round, one by one they gathered in
the little room where the scanty pension was to be doled--each with the
measured beat of his stick sounding upon the floor as he entered, regularly
as when his foot had beaten time in the olden days, under the iron rain of
Princeton, or on the suffering march to Valley Forge. One by one they
gathered to what was their great semi-annual holiday, with the kindly
greetings of garrulous and failing age--with the gentle complaint, so
patiently uttered, over limbs that seemed to be bowing with the weight of
time, and with the pardonable boast that it was not so when the speaker had
been young, in such a winter on the Northern Lines, or with such an officer
at Yorktown or Saratoga. When the winters--said they--were colder than they
are now, when the men were hardier, and when the women (they had all long
before gone to rest, in the family graveyard or the little plat beside the
church,) were fairer far than their daughters ever grew!
Harmless deception of age!--pleasant coloring that distance gives in time
as well as in the material world, so that the forms we once loved may be
even more beautiful in thought than they were in reality; the grassy lawns
upon which we played in childhood, greener far in memory than they ever
were beneath the sun of June; and even those hours once filled with anxiety
and vexation, so beguiled out of their uncomely features, that they have no
power to harm us in after-thought, and almost seem to have been freighted
with unalloyed happiness! There may have been a thunder-cloud rising in the
heavens, that afternoon when we went boating with Harry and Tom and Mary
and Susan and Alice, all the way down from Lovers' Bend to the Isle of
Kisses, with music, and laughter and loving words that were sweeter far
than song; and the thunder-cloud may have thickened and gathered, so that
the young lovers were drenched and very dismal-looking, long before their
return at evening; but be sure that forty years after, when the day is
remembered, only the sunshine, the smiling faces and the flashing water is
seen, and if the thunder-storm has a place in memory at all, it comes back
more as a pleasure than a disappointment. Mary may have had a cloud upon
her brow, that evening at the garden-gate, from the absence of a ribbon
lightly promised, or the presence of a recollection how some one flirted
with Julia on the evening before; and there may even have been a tiff
verging far towards a lover's quarrel, before the reconciliation and the
parting under the moon; but when the hair has grown gray, and Mary is with
the millions sleeping in the breast of our common mother, only the
moonlight, that dear last kiss, and the rapture of happy love are
remembered, and that checkered hour is looked back upon as one of unmixed
enjoyment. Time is the flatterer of memory, as well as the consoler of
grief, and perhaps has no holier office. So it was well that the old men's
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
Reviews
Reviews
No reviews yet
Be the first to share your thoughts on this work.
Elsewhere in the archive
Join the Discussion
Join the discussion
Sign in to leave a comment or review.
Sign InorCreate an account