The Coward: A Novel of Society and the Field in 1863Morford, Henry
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The Coward: A Novel of Society and the Field in 1863
Morford, Henry
United States -- History -- Civil War, 1861-1865 -- Fiction
"I know nothing of the kind, Nathan Bladesden!" answered the girl, no tears
in her eyes now, and her words short and even petulant. "You have nothing
to do with my past, any more than I with yours, to come to the truth of the
matter! You know, in your own soul, that had you despised the malice of
that serpent in human shape, and kept the engagement you had made with me,
no man on earth would have owned a more faithful or a more loving wife. But
you have cast me off, degraded me even lower than before in my own sight,
made me kneel to you as I should only have kneeled to my Father in heaven;
and this is the end."
"Eleanor--" the Quaker began to say; but the girl interrupted him.
"Please don't say another word to me! I understand you, now, and I know my
fate. Let me have that letter, and do not speak any more in the streets, of
the shame of a woman whom you once professed to love, than is absolutely
necessary; and I shall never ask another favor of you in this world."
"Eleanor Hill, thee is doubting my honor!" said the Quaker, alike
forgetting that such idle words as "honor" were only supposed to belong to
the "world's people," and that his voice was becoming so low and broken
that he could scarcely make himself understood.
"You have done more than doubt mine!" answered the girl, bitterly. "You
have told me, in so many words, that because I had been cruelly wronged and
outraged by a man who should have cared for me and protected me, I had no
'honor' left. We begin to understand each other."
A moment of silence, the girl weeping again but not convulsively as before;
the Quaker with his hand upon his brow and his eyes hidden. How materially
the situation had changed within a few minutes, since Eleanor Hill was
kneeling with clasped hands and tearing out her heart with sobs. Yet
another moment of silence, and then the merchant said:
"I am going away, Eleanor. Has thee nothing more to say to me?"
"Not another word, Mr. Bladesden!" answered the girl, through her set
teeth. The Quaker raised his head, looked at her face for one moment, and
then slowly moved towards the door, still looking towards her. She made no
movement, as he seemed to expect that she would do, and as it seemed
possible that some changed action on his part might depend upon her doing.
"Farewell, Eleanor!" The Quaker stood in the door, hat in hand.
"Good-bye, Mr. Bladesden!" The girl still remained on the other side of the
room, as if either too much stupefied or too indignant to make any nearer
approach. The next moment Nathan Bladesden had left the room and descended
the stairs; and within two minutes after, seated alone in the buggy, behind
his span of fast horses, he was bowling along towards the Darby road,
apparently driving at such speed as if he would willingly fly as fast as
possible away from a scene where his manhood had been severely tested and
not found proof in extremity.
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