The Coward: A Novel of Society and the Field in 1863Morford, Henry
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The Coward: A Novel of Society and the Field in 1863
Morford, Henry
United States -- History -- Civil War, 1861-1865 -- Fiction
It was not strange, then, that when Nicholas Hill was suddenly seized with
hemorrhage of the lungs and brought home in an almost dying condition from
his store, one afternoon in November, 1856, Dr. Pomeroy, who was hurriedly
summoned to his aid, was summoned quite as much in the capacity of friend
as in that of medical attendant. The story of life or death was soon told.
The merchant had believed, from the moment of attack, that his day of
probation was over; and, apart from his natural anxiety for the welfare of
his only child, there was little tie to bind the sufferer to earth. His
wife--his wife that day as much as she had been at any period of their
wedded life,--had long been awaiting him, as he believed, in a better
world; and there is something in the facility with which those quiet, good
people, who seem never to have enjoyed existence with the fiery zest which
tingles in finger and lip of the sons of pleasure and sorrow, give up their
hold upon being and pass away into the infinite unknown which lies beyond
the dark valley,--something that may well make it a matter of question
whether theirs is not after all the golden secret of human happiness, for
which all ages have been studying and delving.
The doctor came, with that rapidity which was usual with him, and with
every mark of intense interest on his face and in his general demeanor. He
found the invalid sinking rapidly, and his attendants, the weeping
Eleanor, then a handsome, promising but defectively-educated girl of near
eighteen, and two or three of the ladies of the near neighborhood who had
gathered in to tender their services when it was known that the merchant
had been brought home in a dying condition. A few words from the sufferer,
uttered in a low tone almost in the ear of the stooping physician, and then
all the others were sent out of the room except his daughter, whose
pleading gesture, asking to be allowed to remain within the room was not
disregarded, but who was motioned by the doctor to take her place at the
window, beyond supposed hearing of the words that were to pass between the
two friends.
"Tell me the exact truth," said the low voice of Nicholas Hill, when these
dispositions had been made. "I am prepared to hear any judgment which your
lips may speak. There is no hope for me?--I am dying?"
Either the doctor could not speak, or he would not. He merely bowed his
head in a manner that the questioner well understood.
"So I thought, from the first," said the dying man. "The life blood does
not flow away in that manner for nothing. And I do not know that I regret
the end, for I have lived almost as long as I could make myself useful, and
I think I am as nearly prepared to die as poor, fallen humanity can hope to
be."
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