The Coward: A Novel of Society and the Field in 1863Morford, Henry
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The Coward: A Novel of Society and the Field in 1863
Morford, Henry
United States -- History -- Civil War, 1861-1865 -- Fiction
Under such circumstances the awakening, even a partial one, could not come
otherwise than very slowly. But unless the young girl was an absolute idiot
or utterly depraved, an awakening must come at some period or other. Though
weak and ill-trained, Eleanor Hill was by no means an idiot; and the angels
of heaven could look down and see that through all that had occurred there
had been no depravity in her soul, no coarse, sensual passion in her
nature. If she had fallen, she had been sacrificed on the altar of man's
unscrupulous libertinism, and offering up the incense, meanwhile, of a
good, yielding, compliant, worshipping heart. The moral perceptions may
have been blunted, but they were not annihilated; the reason may have been
choked and dizzied in the flood of feeling, but it was immortal and could
not be drowned.
Months had elapsed after the culmination of their intercourse, before the
sense of right became strong enough and the heart bold enough, for the
young girl to hint at the fulfilment of what had been so long delayed. The
answer was a passionate kiss and an assurance that "only a little time more
should elapse--just yet it would not be prudent and was in fact
impossible." Eleanor wondered: she had not yet learned to doubt; and for a
time she kept silent. Again, a few weeks later, and the question was
repeated. This time a light laugh met her ear, and there was more of the
master toying with his slave or the spoiled boy trifling with his
play-thing, than there had been in the first instance. Still the promise
was repeated, and still there were "insurmountable obstacles." Another
interval of silence, then a third request, this time with tears, that he
would do her the justice he had promised. To this ill-nature responded, and
for the first time the young girl learned what a claw of pride and
arrogance lay folded in the velvet palm of the tiger. She shrunk away
within herself, at his first harsh word, almost believing that she must
have committed some wrong in speaking to him of his delayed promise; and
when he kissed her at the end of that conversation and said: "There, run
away and do not bother me about it when I am worried and busy!" she almost
felt--heaven help her poor, weak heart!--that that kiss was one of needed
pardon!
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