Natalie refused to leave the deck. I lashed her securely beside me.
Together we awaited the end. When the roar of the following wave came
close, so close that the voices of the officers of the ship could be no
longer heard, Natalie spoke. The hollow sound was no longer in her
voice. Her own soft sweet tones had come back.
"Arthur," she asked, "is this the end?"
"I fear it is," I answered, speaking close to her ear so that she might
hear.
"Then we have little time, and I have something which I must say, which
you must promise me to remember when--when--I am no longer with you."
"You will be always with me while we live. I think I deserve that at
last."
"Yes, you deserve that and more. I will be with you while I live, but
that will not be for long."
I was about to interrupt her when she put her soft little hand upon my
lips and said:
"Listen, there is very little time. It is all a mistake. I mean Herbert
was wrong. He might as well have let me have my earthly span of
happiness or folly--call it what you will."
"You see that now--thank God!"
"Yes, but I see it too late, I did not know it until--until I was dead.
Hush!" Again I tried to interrupt her, for I thought her mind was
wandering. "I died psychically with Herbert. That was when we first saw
the light on the island. Since then I have lived mechanically, but it
has only been life in so low a form that I do not now know what has
happened between that time and this. And I could not now speak as I am
speaking save by a will power which is costing me very dear. But it is
the only voice you could hear. I do not therefore count the cost. My
brother's brain so far overmatched my own that it first absorbed and
finally destroyed my mental vitality. This influence removed, I am a
rudderless ship at sea--bound to perish."
"May his torments endure for ever. May the nethermost pit of hell
receive him!" I said with a groan of agony.
But Natalie said: "Hush! I might have lingered on a little longer, but I
chose to concentrate the vital force which would have lasted me a few
more senile years into the minutes necessary for this message from me to
you--a message I could not have given you if he were not dead. And I am
dying so that you may hear it. Dying! My God! I am already dead."
She seemed to struggle against some force that battled with her, and the
roar of many waters was louder around us before she was able to speak
again.
"Bend lower, Arthur; my strength is failing, and I have not yet said
that for which I am here. Lower still.
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