Rose in the sitting-room was kneeling by the hearth where she had just
set a saucer of milk. With one hand she was loosening very gently from
her shoulder the claws of Minny, the cat, who clung to her breast,
scrambling, with the passion and desperation of his kind. Her other
hand restrained with a soft caressing movement Joey's approaches to the
saucer. Joey, though trembling with excitement, sat fascinated, obedient
to her gesture. Joey was puny and hairless as ever, but in Rose's face
as she looked at him there was a flush of maternal tenderness and
gravity. A slightly sallow tinge under its sudden bloom told how Rose
had suffered from the sedentary life.
All this Tanqueray saw as he entered. It held him on the threshold,
unmoved by the rushing assault and lacerating bark of the little dog,
who resented his intrusion.
Rose got up and came to him, lifting a frightened, pleading face.
"Oh, George," she said, "don't make me send them away. Let me keep
them."
"I suppose you must keep them if you want them."
"I never said I wanted them. Aunt _would_ bring them. She thought they'd
be something to occupy my mind, like."
Tanqueray smiled, in spite of his gentleness, at the absurd idea of Rose
having a mind.
Rose made a little sound in her throat like a laugh. She had not
laughed, she had hardly smiled, for many months now.
"The doctor--'e's fair pleased. 'E says I'll 'ave to go out walkin' now,
for Joey's sake."
"Poor Joey."
He stooped and stroked the little animal, who stood on ridiculous
hind-legs, straining to lick his hand.
"His hair doesn't come on, Rose----"
"It hasn't been brushed proper. You should brush a Pom's 'air
backwards----"
"Of course, and it hasn't been brushed backwards. He can bark all right,
anyhow. There's nothing wrong with his lungs."
"He won't bark at you no more, now he knows you."
She leaned her face to the furry head on her shoulder, and he recognized
Minny by the strange pattern of his back and tail. Minny was not
beautiful.
"It's Minny," she said. "You used to like Minny."
It struck him with something like a pang that she held him like a child
at her breast. She saw his look and smiled up at him.
"I may keep him, too?"
At that he kissed her.
By the end of that evening Tanqueray had not written a word. He could
only turn over the pages of his manuscript, in wonder at the mechanical
industry that had covered so much paper with such awful quantities of
ink. Here and there he recognized a phrase, and then he was aware, very
miserably aware, that the thing was his masterpiece. He wondered, and
with agony, how on earth he was going to finish it if they came about
him like this and destroyed his peace.
It wasn't the idea of the house. The house was bad enough; the house
indeed was abominable. It was Rose. It was more than Rose; it was
everything; it was the touch, the intimate, unendurable strain and
pressure of life.
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