He did not see the seat she offered him, but stood leaning his shoulders
against the chimney-piece. She knew that he had something to say to her
that must be said instantly or not at all. And yet he kept silence.
Whatever it was that he had to say it was not an easy thing.
"You'd like some coffee?" she said curtly, by way of breaking his dumb
and dangerous mood.
He roused himself almost irritably.
"Thanks, no. Don't bother about it."
She left him and went into the inner room to make it. She was afraid of
him; afraid of what she might have to hear. She had the sense of things
approaching, of separation, of the snapping of the tense thread of time
that bound them for her moment. It was as if she could spin it out by
interposing between the moment and its end a series of insignificant
acts.
Through the open doors she saw him as he turned and wandered to the
bookcase and stood there, apparently absorbed. You would have said that
he had come in to look for a book, and that when he had found what he
wanted he would go. She saw him take her book, "Tales of the Marches,"
from its shelf and open it.
She became aware of this as she was about to lift the kettle from the
gas-ring burning on the hearth. Her thin sleeve swept the ring. She was
stooping, but her face was still raised; her eyes were fixed on
Prothero, held by what they saw. The small blue jets of the ring
flickered and ran together and soared as her sleeve caught them. Nina
made no sound. Prothero turned and saw her standing there by the hearth,
motionless, her right arm wrapped in flame.
He leaped to her, and held her tight with her arm against his breast,
and beat out the fire with his hands. He dressed the burn and bandaged
it with cool, professional dexterity, trembling a little, taking pain
from her pain.
"Why didn't you call out?" he said.
"I didn't want you to know."
"You'd have been burnt sooner?"
He had slung her arm in a scarf; and, as he tied the knot on her
shoulder, his face was brought close to hers. She turned her head and
her eyes met his.
"I'd have let my whole body burn," she whispered, "sooner than
hurt--your hands."
His hands dropped from her shoulder. He thrust them into his pockets out
of her sight.
She followed him into the outer room, struggling against her sense of
his recoil.
"If you had a body like mine," she said, "you'd be glad to get rid of it
on any terms." She wondered if he saw through her pitiable attempt to
call back the words that had flung themselves upon him.
"There's nothing wrong with your body," he answered coldly.
"No, Owen, nothing; except that I'm tired of it."
"The tiredness will pass. Is that burn hurting you?"
"Not yet. I don't mind it."
He stooped and picked up the book he had dropped in his rush to her. She
saw now that he looked at it as a man looks at the thing he loves, and
that his hands as they touched it shook with a nervous tremor.
She came and stood by him, without speaking, and he turned and faced
her.
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