"Owen," she said, "since I'm breaking all the rules, why can't I go out,
too, and look after you?"
He shook his head. "It's not the place for women," he said.
"Women? Haven't I told you that I'm like a man? I'm like you, Owen, if
it comes to that."
He smiled. "If you were like me, you'd stay at home."
"What should I stay for?"
"To look after Laura Gunning. That's what you'd want to do, if you
were--I. And," he said quietly, "it's what you're going to do."
She rose to her feet and faced him, defying the will that he laid on
her.
[Illustration: She had wrung it from him, the thing that six days ago he
had come to her to say]
"How do you know? And why should I?"
"Because there's nothing else that you can do for me."
She had wrung it from him, the thing that six days ago he had come to
her to say.
XXIX
That was a solid, practical idea of Brodrick's. All that he had heard of
Owen Prothero connected him securely with foreign countries. By the fact
that he had served in South Africa, to say nothing of his years in the
Indian Medical Service, he was pointed out as the right man to send to
the Russian army in Manchuria; add to this the gift of writing and your
War Correspondent was complete. It was further obvious that Prothero
could not possibly exist in England on his poems.
At the same time Brodrick was aware that he had reasons for desiring to
get the long, ugly poet out of England as soon as possible. His length
and his ugliness had not deterred Jane Holland from taking a
considerable interest in him. Brodrick's reasons made him feel extremely
uncomfortable in offering such a dangerous post as War Correspondent to
young Prothero. Therefore when it came to Prothero's accepting it, he
did his best to withdraw the offer. It wasn't exactly an offer. He had
merely mentioned it as a possible opening, a suggestion in the last
resort. He pointed out to Prothero the dangers and the risks, among them
damage to his trade as a poet. Poets were too precious. There were, he
said, heaps of other men.
But Prothero had leaped at it; he had implored Brodrick not to put
another man in; and the more he leaped and implored the more Brodrick
tried to keep him off it.
But you couldn't keep him off. He was mad, apparently, with the sheer
lust of danger. He _would_ go. "If you do," Brodrick had said finally,
"you go at your own risk."
And he had gone, leaving the editor profoundly uncomfortable. Brodrick,
in these days, found himself reiterating, "He _would_ go, he _would_
go." And all the time he felt that he had sent the poor long poet to his
death, because of Jane Holland.
He saw a great deal of Jane Holland in the weeks that followed
Prothero's departure.
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