Rose lingered, and he suggested that it would be as well if she went
down-stairs and made the coffee. She needn't send it up till nine, he
said. It was now five minutes past eight.
She went obediently.
"She knows she isn't allowed into this room," said Tanqueray to Jane.
"You speak of her as if she was a dog," said she. She added that she
would have to go at half-past eight. There was a train at nine that she
positively must catch.
He had to go down and ask Rose to come back with the coffee soon. Jane
was glad that she had forced on him that act of humility.
For the moments that she remained alone with him she wandered among his
books. There were some that she would like to borrow. She talked about
them deliberately while Tanqueray maddened.
He walked with her to the station.
She turned on him as they dipped down the lane out of sight and hearing.
"George," she said, "I'll never come and see you again if you bully that
dear little wife of yours."
"I?--Bully her?"
"Yes. You bully her, you torture her, you terrify her till she doesn't
know what she's doing."
"I'm sorry, Jinny."
"Sorry? Of course you're sorry. She slaves for you from morning till
night."
"That's not my fault. I stopped her slaving and she got ill. Why, it was
you--_you_--who made me turn her on to it again."
"Of course I did. She loves slaving for you. She'd cut herself in little
pieces. She'd cook herself--deliciously--and serve herself up for your
dinner if she thought you'd fancy her."
"You're right, Jinny. I never ought to have married her."
"I didn't say you never ought to have married her. I say you ought to be
on your knees now you have married her. She's ten thousand times too
good for you."
"You're right, Jinny. You always were right, you always will be damnably
right."
"And you always will be--oh dear me--so rude."
He looked in her face like a whipped dog trying to reinstate himself in
favour, as far as Tanqueray could look like a whipped dog.
"Let me carry those books for you," he said.
"You may carry the books, but I don't like you, Tanks."
His devil, the old devil that used to be in him, looked at her then.
"You used to like me," he said.
But Jinny was beyond its torment. "Of course I liked you. I liked you
awfully. You were another person then."
He said nothing to that.
"Forgive me, George," she said presently. "You see, I love your little
wife."
"I love you for loving her," he said.
"You may go on loving me for that. But you needn't come any further with
me. I know my way."
"But I want to come with you."
"And I, unfortunately, want to be alone."
"You shall. I'll walk behind you--as many yards as you like behind you.
I've got to carry the books."
"Bother the books. I'll carry them."
"You'll do nothing of the sort."
They walked together in silence till the station doors were in sight. He
meant to go with her all the way to Putney, carrying the books.
"I wish," he said, "I knew what would really please you."
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