"How modest we are!"
People went into the billiard-room after tea. I stayed for a moment or
two behind with Dora. I had not had a chance of a word with her at tea.
She had been entertaining Silcox and Purrier--it was she who sent them
to billiards. The rest trooped after them. We were left alone. I had
been sitting a little in the shadow, on the other side of the room. I
crossed to her.
"I've kept my promise."
"Thank yon. It is almost as if you had done me a special and a most
particular favour. But I knew you would."
"You seem to know me very well."
"I know you much better, perhaps, than you imagine."
"But, I assure you, I do not always necessarily keep promises which I
make."
"Of that I am certain. But, before you make a promise to me, I shall
know--know, mind!--if you will keep it. And I shall never ask you to
make a promise which I do not know that you will keep."
"Are you a seer?"
"So far as you are concerned, I am."
She touched my arm lightly with her hand. I protest that she set me all
a-trembling. There was a pause. She removed her hand. I do not believe
that I could have spoken while she had it there.
"Papa has telegraphed that we are not to wait dinner for him, so we
shall dine at eight. Papa says that he will dine alone, as he is
bringing work with him from town. It seems to me that life is coming to
mean, more and more, to him, nothing but a synonym for work."
I made up my mind, on the instant, that I would--if I could--put the
matter to the touch before Sir Haselton Jardine appeared upon the
scene. I felt that I could not hold myself in much longer, even if I
tried. I was beginning to feel a longing for this girl such as I had
never felt for a woman before--and I own that, in my time, I have
longed for particular women now and then. Apart from all other
considerations, I yearned to have her, to win her, to call her
mine--for herself, and for herself alone. She always had exercised over
me a sort of cerebral attraction. This attraction had grown and
strengthened. It was both intellectual and physical. It was beginning
to overwhelm me. I knew that, when the moment came in which we should
see each other eye to eye, for the first time in my career I should
look upon the face of my undoubted master. I had met my master in my
mistress, if the fates would but let me win her for my wife. If but
Dame Fortune had that crowning mercy to bestow! The knowledge that
she was my master was beginning to fill my veins with a frenzy of
desire--we should be so fairly mated.
As I was dressing, the look which I had seen in her glances was
haunting me. I told myself that, after dinner, I would put my fortune
to the touch, and lose or win it all.
And so I did!
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