The Crime of Henry Vane: A Study with a MoralStimson, Frederic Jesup
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The Crime of Henry Vane: A Study with a Moral
Stimson, Frederic Jesup
Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; New York (N.Y.) -- Fiction; Single men -- Fiction
"I have never spoken of you to any one since you left, last June."
There was a ring of truth in her words, but Vane thought of Miss Gibbs
and her trivial talk. He sat down in the chair in front of her.
There was nothing said between them for a long time.
"You told me then that you had forgiven me. I thought it was so
noble in you! for I had acted very wrongly." Miss Thomas was
rocking nervously in her chair; she had a handkerchief in her hand;
occasionally in the dark, she touched it to her eyes. Vane took hold of
the end of the handkerchief, as it drooped from her hand. "I told you
then that I would forgive you--and it was true," he said.
"Then give me your friendship back. I am so lonely--without it," she
added in low tones. Vane still held the handkerchief, and moved it
slowly with the rocking, alternately drawing it forward and letting it
back; a subtle feminine influence seemed to be in the soft cambric, and
thrilled warm in his hand.
Vane felt very kindly toward her as he went to sleep that night. After
all, she was true, or meant to be, at least. It was not her fault, but
his, that she had not cared to be his wife. And it seemed to him that
he cared more for his opinion of her than for hers of him. He valued
his faith in her more than his hope of winning her.
Again, he doubted if he was in love with her; he doubted if he ever had
been; but he still felt for her a sort of tender pity. Poor, lonely,
little maiden; with all her beauty she was but a child as yet; and he
had expected from her the knowledge and discretion of a woman of the
world. Yes, surely, she was different from the other girls in this
place. He was glad that his momentary love had calmed and sweetened
into friendship.
Vane himself asked her to walk with him the next evening, and they went
at sunset through the grave mountain gorges. They were both very quiet;
the man had almost nothing to say. They knew one another too well for
ordinary conversation.
"Why are you so silent?" said she. "You never used to be so."
"Am I silent? I do not know why. I suppose I make up for having nothing
to say when I am with you by thinking of you so much when I am away.
There is so much to be thought, and so little to be said."
"I am glad that you still think of me."
Vane looked at her dense black hair, and the soft shine of moisture in
her upturned eyes. "The thoughts that I cannot say are so much stronger
than the things I can, that they overpower the others, and I can say
nothing," he said.
"Do you know, I often have imaginary conversations with you?"
"Tell me some of them."
"I cannot. I should say too much if I said anything."
"Remember our compact, to be only friends," said Vane, gravely. "Do not
speak as if you were more than a friend, or I shall think you less."
"I do remember our compact. That is why I do not say them."
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