The Crimson Banner : $b A story of college baseballMoffat, William D. (William David)
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The Crimson Banner : $b A story of college baseball
Moffat, William D. (William David)
Baseball stories; College sports -- Juvenile fiction; College students -- Juvenile fiction
“Howard,” cried Ray, his voice trembling with feeling, “don’t speak so.
It is terrible.”
“It is only the truth,” answered Howard, his tone resuming its former
key of despondency. “When I came in here I was half dazed, and scarcely
knew what I was doing. I had some vague idea of getting money or
valuables some way, and averting the crash for a while. When I saw your
door open I remembered that you had handsome rooms and many costly
things, and before I could think twice I was in. Driven to extremes as
I was, I did not reason the matter, but began searching for money or
something that would bring money. Oh, don’t try to shame me by calling
it bad names! It isn’t necessary. With all that I have done, I felt
that I was a wretched, despicable criminal every minute that I went
about plundering your things. As it is I’m glad――yes, I’m glad I’m
caught. It is all over with me, and it serves me right.”
Howard’s words cut me keenly. Such utter wretchedness I had never
witnessed. His voice was broken, his eyes full of tears.
Whatever may have been the struggle in Ray’s bosom, it was plainly over
now. He rose, and stepped forward to where Howard was sitting. The
latter did not look up.
“Howard,” Ray said firmly, “you have sunk low――very low, indeed. You
have reached the bottom. Do you suppose you could ever build yourself
up again?”
Howard looked up in wonder at the question.
“Build myself up? No. I’ll never have the chance. I’m down, and I have
no such hope.”
“But when you had a chance,” continued Ray, “before it was too late,
did you never think about yourself, and see where you were going?”
“Not until I was going too fast to stop,” answered Howard despondently.
“Then I thought――oh, the many nights I spent thinking, thinking,
thinking! Longing to have a clean record and a fresh start! Oh, I
can look back now, easy enough, and say what I would do if I had a
chance――but it is useless. Here I am helpless――everlastingly disgraced.
And then there is my father, poor old man. He would gladly help me, but
he can’t. He has sent me all the money he had. He couldn’t afford to
send me more, and it will――yes, I know it will nearly kill him to know
the truth. Oh, I wish I could die!”
Howard, with a cry fell forward on his knees, buried his face in his
hands, and burst into a wild fit of weeping.
Howard’s emotion stirred me deeply.
“Oh, Ray!” I exclaimed. “This is terrible.”
Ray did not seem to hear me. He leaned forward and placed his hand on
Howard’s shoulder. His face was pale and quiet.
“Howard,” he said in a low tone, “I am in earnest when I ask you my
question. Would you profit by a chance if it were offered you? I mean,
would you profit by your hard experience and make a man of yourself if
you had the opportunity?”
Howard stopped instantly, and remained breathless for several seconds.
He scarce dared believe all that Ray’s words implied.
“Would I profit by it?” he cried, “Yes, yes, yes. If I only had a
chance to prove it! Oh, the vows that――――”
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