United States -- History -- Civil War, 1861-1865 -- Fiction
“Comyn,” said the Judge again, “I heard that you had gone South to fight
against your country. I see you here. Can it be that you have at last
returned in your allegiances to the flag for which your forefathers
died?”
Poor Colonel Carvel
“I am still of the same mind, Silas,” he said.
The Judge turned his face away, his thin lips moving as in prayer. But
they knew that he was not praying, “Silas,” said Mr. Carvel, “we were
friends for twenty years. Let us be friends again, before--”
“Before I die,” the Judge interrupted, “I am ready to die. Yes, I am
ready. I have had a hard life, Comyn, and few friends. It was my fault.
I--I did not know how to make them. Yet no man ever valued those few
more than! But,” he cried, the stern fire unquenched to the last, “I
would that God had spared me to see this Rebellion stamped out. For
it will be stamped out.” To those watching, his eyes seemed fixed on a
distant point, and the light of prophecy was in them. “I would that
God had spared me to see this Union supreme once more. Yes, it will
be supreme. A high destiny is reserved for this nation--! I think the
highest of all on this earth.” Amid profound silence he leaned back on
the pillows from which he had risen, his breath coming fast. None dared
look at the neighbor beside them.
It was Stephen's mother who spoke. “Would you not like to see a
clergyman, Judge?” she asked.
The look on his face softened as he turned to her.
“No, madam,” he answered; “you are clergyman enough for me. You are near
enough to God--there is no one in this room who is not worthy to stand
in the presence of death. Yet I wish that a clergyman were here, that
he might listen to one thing I have to say. When I was a boy I worked my
way down the river to New York, to see the city. I met a bishop there.
He said to me, 'Sit down, my son, I want to talk to you. I know your
father in Albany. You are Senator Whipple's son.' I said to him, 'No,
sir, I am not Senator Whipple's son. I am no relation of his.' If the
bishop had wished to talk to me after that, Mrs. Brice, he might have
made my life a little easier--a little sweeter. I know that they are not
all like that. But it was by just such things that I was embittered when
I was a boy.” He stopped, and when he spoke again, it was more slowly,
more gently, than any of them had heard him speak in all his life
before. “I wish that some of the blessings which I am leaving now had
come to me then--when I was a boy. I might have done my little share in
making the world a brighter place to live in, as all of you have done.
Yes, as all of you are now doing for me. I am leaving the world with a
better opinion of it than I ever held in life. God hid the sun from me
when I was a little child. Margaret Brice,” he said, “if I had had such
a mother as you, I would have been softened then. I thank God that He
sent you when He did.”
The widow bowed her head, and a tear fell upon his pillow.
“I have done nothing,” she murmured, “nothing.”
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