But if he were, he did not think of it. His mind was again in the
palmetto clearing, and he was standing by Dory's grave in the sand, and
a little child was holding his hand, and looking at him with eyes which
had in them something of the same expression which had once quickened
his pulse, and made his heart beat with a thrill he fancied was love,
but which had died almost as soon as it was born. As a result of that
episode he had Amy, whom he did love, and because he loved her so much,
he clung to the mementoes of her babyhood, when she had been a torment
and a terror, and still a diversion in his monotonous life.
"Peter!" he said again. "Hold your tongue, but get them somehow. Who is
head of this tomfoolery?"
"Ruby Ann is about as big a head as there is, I guess. She and a woman
from York State," Peter replied, and the Colonel continued, "Well, I
s'pose those things will have to go to the sale, if Mrs. Amy says so,
but I won't have them mixed with the quill wheels and boot-jacks and
Widow Biggs's foot-stove and brass kettle, and I won't have a pack of
idiots looking them over and buying them and saying they belonged to the
Cromptons. Mandy Ann Crompton and Judy Crompton would sound fine,--both
niggers! No, sir! You are to go quietly to Ruby Ann and buy 'em! Do you
hear? Buy 'em! You knew Mrs. Amy when she played with 'em. You want 'em,
and you'll pay the price, no matter what it is. Lord Harry! I'll bet
they'll put a big one on 'em, but no matter. I paid thirty dollars for
the doll house and five for Mandy Ann. I don't s'pose Judy cost
anything, but the child liked it best, and I believe I'd rather have it
than both the others, because--"
He did not say why, but he gripped the arms of his chair tightly, while
drops of sweat stood upon his forehead. He was in the clearing again
with Dora living, instead of dead, and the moon was shining on her face
as she stood in the turn of the road and gave him the promise she had
kept so faithfully. Judy belonged to that far-off time, and he'd keep
her at any cost. He called himself a sentimental old fool after Peter
left him, and wondered why his eyes grew misty and there was a lump in
his throat as his thoughts kept going back to the South he wished he had
never seen.
"Poor little Dora!" he said to himself; "but for me she might have been
alive and married to some respectable--No, by George!" he added
suddenly, with a start which made his foot jump as he recalled the class
into which Dora would probably have married if he had not crossed her
path. "No, by George, I believe I'd rather she died in her youthful
beauty, and was buried by Jake in the sand, than to see her the wife of
some lout, and rubbing her gums with snuff."
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