Love stories; Reformatories -- Fiction; Social classes -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
To Jean, who in dark moments had longed to forget it utterly, the
narrow little town recurred with sharp, unlovely lines. Forget it! She
could as easily forget that this was her mother. Flout it as she would,
it yet stood closer to her than any spot on earth. Its censure and its
respect were neither despicable; her rehabilitation in its purblind
eyes was a thing desirable above all other ambitions. Then, presently,
in this hour when she craved such justification deepest, its
possibility, even its certainty, came to her. She had slipped away to
answer one of the more imperative letters which Craig's detestation of
affairs left to her, and as she mused a moment over her finished task,
the drift of Mrs. Fanshaw's monologue in the room beyond penetrated her
revery.
She was talking, as Jean had heard her talk times innumerable, with
endless variations upon a single theme. But the burden of her laud was
no longer Amelia! Now it was Jean--her childish spirit, her school-time
precocity, her early love of shaping things in clay, her promise,
her beauty, her future--Jean, always Jean! And as the girl at the
desk drank it in thirstily, she foresaw the end. Signs there had been
already that Amelia was wavering on her pedestal--her husband and her
husband's family, the proud Fargos, had impaired her sainthood; and now
in the tireless, fatuous, sweet refrain, Jean read her own elevation to
the vacant niche. Hot tears blinded her. It might not be her noblest
compensation; but it was the dearest.
If Mrs. Fanshaw's coming marked the dawn of another day in Jean's
spirit, its effect on her external welfare was less happy. Her
relations with Julie were beyond question altered, though precisely
where the difference lay was not easy to detect. Intuition, rather than
any overt act or word of Mrs. Van Ostade's, told her this, for their
surface intercourse went on much as before; but, elusive and volatile
as this changed atmosphere was, she nevertheless knew it for something
real, alert, and vaguely hostile. Yet this aloofness, if aloofness it
could be called, was so bound up in Julie's propaganda on behalf of
Craig's career that Jean took it for a not unnatural jealousy.
Atwood fed the flame with repeated acknowledgments of his wife's share
in solving his riddle, the fervor of which leaped from bud to bloom
with tropic extravagance as the portrait went rapidly forward and the
judgment of MacGregor and other experts assured him of its strength.
His sister, Jean noted, always took these outbursts in silence. The
portrait expressed a Mrs. Joyce-Reeves with whom she was unfamiliar,
either over the tea-cups or elsewhere, but she had the breadth to
recognize its bigness and set her restless energy to work to exploit it
with all her might.
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