Love stories; Reformatories -- Fiction; Social classes -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
"You were with me always, Craig, always," she said brokenly. "Is it
too hard to believe? If you try to paint an ideal and the picture
falls short, does that make your ideal less dear? What hope had I
ever to meet you again? How could I dream that I stood for more in
your thoughts than a heedless fugitive of whom you were well rid? You
could not know that you had given me courage for the guardhouse and
the prison; made me strive to become the girl you thought me; changed
the whole trend of my foolish life! How then have I been unfaithful?
Was it treachery to you, whom I never looked to see again, that when a
good man--yes; at heart, Paul is a good man--offered me a way of escape
I should take it? You ask me if I would have sold myself for a home,
for that poor little flat in the Lorna Doone whose cheapness I never
appreciated till to-night--I answer no. I know now that I did not love
him; but I did not know it then. It was left for you to teach me."
He made no response when she ceased. His hands lay nerveless under
hers; his eyes still brooded on the fireless hearth. So for a hundred
heart-beats they remained together.
"You believe me, Craig?"
"Yes," he wrenched forth at last.
Jean slowly withdrew her hands.
"But you cannot wholly forgive?"
He had no answer.
"I can say no more," she added, rising; and came again face to face
with Julie, who made way for her at the door. "I leave your house
to-morrow, Mrs. Van Ostade. If I could, I would go to-night."
Free of gnawing secrecies at last! The thought brought a specious sense
of peace. Julie's yoke broken! Her step on the stair grew buoyant. The
battle desired by MacGregor had been fought. Precipitated by causes
with which neither had reckoned, waged with a fierce heat alien to art,
Craig's emancipation had nevertheless been at stake. The break had
come, and it was beyond remedy. He must cleave to his wife.
Too excited for sleep, she began at once her preparations for quitting
Julie's hateful roof, and one after another overcame the obstacles
which packing in the small hours entailed. Each overflowing chair,
every yawning door and drawer, testified the increased complexity
of her life and the bigness of her task. The bride of a single
dinner-dress had become under Craig's lavish generosity the mistress of
great possessions. There were gowns of many uses and many hues; hats
and blouses in extravagant number; shoes--a little regiment of shoes
aligned neatly in their trees; costly trifles for her desk; books and
pictures in breath-taking profusion.
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