This was also in cipher. Dr. Farnsworth and Cleggett had translated
but a few lines of it when they perceived that it was a diary. With a
vanity almost inconceivable to those who have not reflected upon the
criminal nature, Loge had written here the tale of his own life, for
his own reading. He had written it in loving detail. It was, in fact,
the book in which he looked when he wished to admire himself.
"It is odd," said Cleggett, "that so clever a man should write down his
own story in this way."
"This book," said Farnsworth, "would be a boon to a psychologist
interested in criminology. You say it is odd. But with a certain type
of criminal, it is almost usual. The human soul is full of strange
impulses. One of the strangest is towards just this sort of record.
Cunning, and the vanity which destroys cunning, often exist side by
side. The criminal of a certain type almost worships himself; he is
profoundly impressed with his own cleverness. He is a braggart; he
swaggers; he defeats himself. A strange idiocy mingles with his
cleverness."
"Even people who are not criminals do just that sort of thing," said
Lady Agatha. "Look at Samuel Pepys. He was one of the most timid of
beings. And he valued his place in the world mightily. But he wrote
down the story of his own disgrace in his diary--it had to come out of
him! And then, timid and cautious as he was, he did not destroy the
book! He let it get out of his possession."
It was an evil, a monstrous personality which leered out of Logan
Black's diary. Boastful of his own iniquity, swaggering in his
wickedness, fatuous with self-love, he recounted his deeds with gusto
and with particularity. They did not read a quarter of this terrible
autobiography at the time, but they read enough to see the man in the
process of building up a criminal organization of his own, with
ramifications of the most surprising nature.
"This man," said Dr. Farnsworth, with a shudder, "actually has the
ambition to be the head of nothing less than a crime trust."
"It seems to be something more than an ambition," said Cleggett. "It
seems to be almost an accomplished fact."
"Ugh!" said Lady Agatha, with a gesture of disgust, "he's like a great
horrid spider spinning webs!"
Interested in anarchy only on its practical side, as the paid dynamiter
of the inner circle of radicals, Logan Black in his diary jeered at and
mocked the cause he served. And more than that, the man seemed to take
a perverted pleasure in attaching to himself young enthusiasts of the
radical type, eager to follow him as the disinterested leader of a
group of Reds, and then betraying them into the most sordid sort of
crime. Cleggett found--and could imagine the grimace of malevolent
satisfaction with which it had been written--this note:
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