He suddenly raised himself into a sitting position, and the increasing
daylight, that streamed through the stern windows, and the scuttle
overhead, showed that he was paler than ever; the ague of his lip
increased, and his whole frame trembled violently, as he said in a weak
nervous voice--"Mr De Walden, did you say? what of him? You just now
said _none_ of the young gentlemen were either killed or wounded." And
he looked first at Sprawl, then at Dick, and lastly at me, but all of
us were so taken aback by such unusual and unaccountable conduct, that
for a second or two we could make no answer.
At length Lanyard rallied his wits about him. "You are right, sir,
none of the midshipmen were hurt, but Mr de Walden"----
"Mr de Walden again!--what can you mean? Speak out, for the love of
mercy"--and he seized his arm, and then shrunk away again, and held up
his hand, as if he could not stand the hearing of what he might utter.
"Don't say it, Mr Lanyard; don't, if you regard me, say it;" and he lay
back, and held both hands on his eyes, and sobbed audibly.
Sprawl and I again exchanged looks, but neither of us could find it in
our hearts to speak.
At length the old man made a violent effort at composure,--"Gentlemen,
you will pardon me; disease has broken me down, and fairly unhinged me;
and I could, as you see, cry like a woman. I had, indeed, a very
peculiar cause for loving that poor boy, I fancy, God help me"--here
the large tears streamed over his old cheeks, that had stood the
washing up of many a salt spray--"that I see him now!"
"Where?" said I, like honest Horatio, somewhat startled. He did not
notice the interruption.
"I believe he had not an enemy in the world; I am sure he will be
lamented by every man and officer in the ship, poor young fellow. But
come, gentlemen, enough and to spare of this"--and he rose up, and
strode across the cabin, speaking with a forced composure, as we could
easily perceive. "We must all die, in a sick bed or in action--either
on shore or at sea; and those who, like him, fall while fighting
gallantly, are better off than others who drag through a tedious and
painful disease. This is trite talking, gentlemen; but it is
true--God's will be done! Peace be with him, poor boy; peace be with
him."
Thinking he was mad, I several times tried to break in, and disburden
my mind of the whole story; but he always waved me down impatiently,
and continued to walk backwards and forwards very impetuously.
At length he made a full stop, and looked earnestly in the first
lieutenant's face--"He behaved gallantly, and died nobly?--all his
wounds in the front?"
I could allow this to go on no longer. "Why, Sir Oliver, young De
Walden is not killed, so far as we know."
He gasped--caught my arm convulsively--and burst into a weak hysterical
laugh--"Not dead?"
"No, sir; none of us can say that he is dead. He did indeed behave
most gallantly through the whole affair; but"----
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