everlasting welfare, but in inducing them to adopt many of our
civilized customs: for the care they had seen us bestow on the
cultivation of the soil, and the success that had crowned our labours,
seemed to have made a deep impression. I had left every thing quiet
and peaceable, one afternoon, to look at some springes that I had set
for wildfowl, when I was alarmed by a loud shouting in the direction of
the station. I ran back, and found the very savages, who had, as we
thought, become attached to us, and had dwelt for so long amongst us,
in the act of rifling our barn, and carrying off the grain. My nephew
and three other young missionaries were doing all they could to prevent
it. On being joined by me, we were compelled to have recourse to our
fire-arms, and eventually, after wounding one or two of our deluded
assailants, succeeded in clearing the enclosure of them. But my poor
wife's nerves--she had been ailing for many months--had received so
severe a shock, that she never held her head up afterwards--she died
within the week."
"And after all that you have suffered--do you still persist in
returning?" said I. "What a sacrifice! I can scarcely conceive any
case where so great a one is called for."
He cut me short--
"Young man--notwithstanding all I have told you, which yet falls short
of the reality, I go on my way rejoicing--I may be _called_ an
enthusiast, and I may _be_ an enthusiast, but I have made my election;
and although I am but as the voice of one crying in the
wilderness--although as yet our ministry amongst the poor benighted
beings amongst whom our lot is cast, has been but as water spilt upon
the barren sand, still, with the entire consciousness of the value of
what I forego, I cheerfully sacrifice all the usual objects of man's
ambition, and obey what I know to be the call of the Almighty, for it
is borne in on my heart, and go forth, me and mine, come what may, to
preach glad tidings of great joy to those who dwell in darkness; in the
perfect conviction that, if we miss our reward here, we shall assuredly
find it hereafter."
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