United States -- Social life and customs -- 20th century -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
He was a practical man in a practical age, a surgeon with a brilliant
future, a man who wanted no woman in his life to distract him, certainly
not the wife of Eustace Bylant. A surgeon, of all men, should find
nothing romantic in the most resplendent of women. He had cut too many
of them up. They were all made precisely alike inside and if they varied
in texture of skin and in feature, inches and symmetry, the best of them
could be classified into types and their original purpose hadn’t
deviated by a hair’s breadth. To idealize them was as nonsensical as to
idealize passion and call it spiritual love. Even what personality they
might possess was due to the balance of hormones in their ductless
glands. Anything further was the result of imitation and artifice. Women
somewhere in the dawn of time had concocted a set of tricks and some
were more skillful in the use of them than others, some had a more
arresting beauty, some a more powerful magnetism (super-active
generative hormones), but not one of them, unless possessed of
interesting abnormalities, would cut up differently from the other. They
were the vehicles of the race, nothing more. Cut out the sexual organs
of the most beautiful woman in the world and she would wither like a
rose broken on its stem. Take them out in childhood and she would be a
neuter and semi-imbecile or worse. There would be no more “soul” in her,
no more ego, nor personality, than in a cadaver on the operating-table.
Sterilize the Graafian follicles with the X-ray, coincidentally
stimulating and proliferating the interstitial cells, and a faded
woman’s beauty would not only be restored but more likely than not she
would possess a magnetism lacking when the function was divided. Perhaps
develop a higher “spirituality,” soaring mute aspirations: sublimation
of the sex-urge.
His scientific mind restored to its balance, he walked into the
drawing-room where Gita sat with the candle-light playing on her white
wig and golden gown, flickering in the depths of her black eyes, and,
without more ado, fell incurably and uncompromisingly in love.
Afterward he wondered how he had managed to confine himself to an
oblique declaration, refrained from pouring his passion over her in a
flood. But he had clung tenaciously to the thought of Eustace Bylant,
even when she casually announced that she was entering upon a travesty
of marriage. That had filled him with exultation but left him as little
at liberty to speak.
At the altar he renounced her, although he felt as if the world were
sinking under him and left him forever suspended in space. But he looked
forward to the sanity of the morrow, to daylight, to the unpicturesque
garb of his matter-of-fact era. Thankfully he remembered he was to
operate on a woman for cancer at ten o’clock.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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