The Cuckoo in the Nest, v. 1/2Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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The Cuckoo in the Nest, v. 1/2
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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which she had not thought of as coming to an end. Even Lady Piercey’s
death had not appeared to her to make an end. Sir Giles would need her
more: there would be still more occasion for her presence in the house
when the imperious, but not unkind, mistress went away. The old lady had
been sharp in speech, and careless of her feelings, but she had never
forgotten that Meg Piercey had a right to her shelter as well as duties
to discharge there. There had been, indeed, a scare about Gervase, but
it was a proof of the slightness of reality in that scare that Margaret
had scarcely thought of it as affecting herself. She had been eager to
bring back Gervase to his mother, if by no other means, by the help of
Patty, thus recognising her position; but after Lady Piercey’s death,
when the necessity was no longer pressing, Margaret had thought of it no
more. And, certainly, of all days in the world, it was not upon the day
of the funeral that she had looked for any disturbance in her life.
But now in a moment--in the time that sufficed to open a door, to ring a
bell, to give an order--Mrs. Osborne recognised that this life was over.
It had seemed as if it must never come to an end, as all established and
settled existence does; and now in a moment it had come to an end. At
many moments, when her patience was strained to the utmost, Margaret had
come up here and composed herself, and felt herself safe within these
walls. As long as she had this refuge she could bear anything, and there
had been no likelihood that it would be taken from her. But now,
whatever she might have to bear, it seemed certain that it was not here
she could retire to reconcile herself to it. It seemed scarcely possible
to believe that the old order of affairs was over; and yet she felt
convinced that it was over and could return no more. She did not as yet
ask herself what she should do. She had never acted for herself, never
inquired into the possibilities of life. Captain Osborne’s widow had
come back to her home as the only natural thing to do. She had been
brought up to do Lady Piercey’s commands, to be the natural,
superfluous, yet necessary, person who had no duty save to do duty for
everybody; and she had fallen back into that position as if it were the
only one in life. Margaret did not enter into any questions with herself
even now, much less come to any decision. It was enough for one day to
have faced the startling, incomprehensible fact that her life was over,
the only life--except that brief episode of her marriage--which she had
ever known. Where was she to go with her little pension, her husband’s
sword, and her boy? But she could not tell, or even think, as yet, of
any step to take. All that she was capable of was to feel that the
present existence, the familiar life, was at an end.
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